മരിക്കാതെ ആ സ്നേഹം

..Neril kaanunnadnu munbae snehich todangyetha njan avane..
Cheriya karyangalil deshyam kaanikkæm, njan vitt povuo enna veshmathl ene kude kond nadakkem cheyda oruthan. Ariyaam enik, avanu ene ishtamaanenn. Pakshe etratolam, eth arthathl enonum enik ariyumaayrnilla.

Kochu kuttigalude polthe vaashi, posesivnes, idellaam avanum ndayrnu.adukond tanne snehichu njanum. Aarenglum avnod chodicha parayum njn avante bestfrenda'nn, pakshe enne adilere snehichirunnu.

Manasukond njanum ennæ avane snehichu tudangyetha.pakshe paranjilla, kaaranam avante sankalpangalile hoori'kk munnil njan onnumaayirunilla. Kude ninn kodthu,ella besfrndinem pole, mattu grlsne pranayikaan suportaayi. Avanum ath orupad enjoy cheydu.

Enno orikal, oru vazhakkinidayil pirinjirunna nimishangalil avan arinju..avn enne snehichirunnu enn. Njanillaathe avanu sndosham abhinayikkaan polum kazhyunnilla enn.
Vilichu chodichu- "enteth maathramaavaan ni thayyaaraano enn".

Karanju njan.. Avanil ninn njan aagekude agrahicha onna ith. Deivam und.ann ath enik bodhyamaayi.
Karanj theertha ratrikalkum, prarthicha oro nimishangalkum deivam enikith tannu.:)

Samsarichapo avn enod paranjath: "njanariyaathe, enne ariyikkaathe nte ponnuu neeyenne orupad snehichu.iniyum ad njn kaanan sramichillenkil deivam enod porukkilla.."

Ann mudal avn ene snehikkunnu..ottum vedanipikkaathe. Ethoru penkuttiyum agrahikkunnathpole <3

pakshe pranayam vivahathl chennethaan bhagyam cheyyanam. Ente vtl njanith samsarichu.avark ente ishtam aanu valuth.
Pakshe avante vtl sammatham alla..
Ee oru prashnam kaaranam njangalude lf'l ipo veshmam maatrae olu..

Orikkalum avnte sneham aavaan kazhiyilla enn karuthya enik, inn oru janmam muzhvan orkaanulla sneham nte kutti nk tannitund. E janmam muzhvan enik avane snehikanam.
Vivaham.adinu avnte veetl sammadikum enn pradikshkunnu.ennengilum.

..Njan kaathirunnolaam..avarde sammadathinaayi.
..coz i honestly dusnt know how to live widout him.. :(

Yours Ponnu..<3
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"Njangal relatn'l aayt ipo 1yr kazhnju.
Snehikknd avn enne, oruad. Tirch enikum jeevanaanu.
Orae age aanu. Veetlum paranjitnd. Besfrnds aayi todangiya relation pranayam aayi maariyath ennaa'nn rand perkum ariyilla.
Njan avne snehchtund.avaneyae snehchtullu. Aa snehathl avanu puurna viswasom und enod.
Pakshe avanu..avanu ene matrayt snehkan kazheenilla. Christiansine valiya ishtava ton'nu..avnte gf christn aanu. Avnte aniyathinte clasmate'a kutti. Aarum ariyathe ulla oru pranayam.

Ene snehcha adae tymla avalem snehchath.. Idak njn avnod chodikarund avalekurch, pakshe kallamae parayarullu enod. Contactilla kaanaarilla enoke. Kallamaayrnittum njanath viswasikum.atra ishtayrnu enik.

Ivantathra bhangiyonumla enik..enkilum ishta. Avante gf aa cristian kochaanenki oru super beauty'um. Velutha oru sundarikkoch, nalla mudiyum.
Aval enod samsarikkaaroke und.pkshe avardae ishtam enik ariyillayrnu.enod randuperum paranjirnilla.
Elam arinjapo enik vedanichu.nallapole. Karanam avanu njn ella swathanthryavm kodtirnu, verortye snehkanulla adhikaaram polum. Otta cnditionae njn parnjulu- "angane verorthye ishtondenki adennod paranjitt venam" enn matram.
Veettl orupad prashnam sahcha njan avne snehchath.enitm avn enik tirich tannath vedna matram.

Avar tammilullath enda enn innum enikariyilla. Endna enodingne cheydadnnum arila.
Avardæth pranayam aayrnenki..,
pne njangalkedayl undayrnath endaanu.?

Ishtaanu. Bt tirich enod ullath satyam aaya oru pranayam allenki enikkith venda.
I wud lov to liv alon, dan b dserted 4 his girls.
(kindly dnt reveal the name)

orupad ishtayrnu <3

Ente cousinaanu avne enik frndaayi tannath.enikoru nalla hapnes aayirikum avnte cmpny enn vech. Aa parijayam njn polum ariyathe pneed besfrnd relatn aayi.
Frnshp'nn vecha athrek.epzhum kude venam ennayrnu randalkum.enth hapnesum adyam poyi parayua avanoda. Valye deshyakkaarana, oruad vazhak parnjitnd ene.pakshe adlere snehchtm und :) Posesiv ayrnu aal,nallapole. Epzhum vazhakka njngl tamml.bt apotanne ad maaruem cheyum.frnsokke epzhum kaliyakum..rasernu,elam. <3

Idekepzho ishtayi todangi.. Ara adyam prposeyde enonum ormayilla, bt randperkum tamml jeevanayrnu.korae naal snehchu..agrahkaavnnadilum ereyayt.jeevichirna 22 varshathnidayl njn sandoshathodae irna 2 varshangal..avante bestfrndayi, avnte pranayamaayi.

Randuperum same age aanu. Njan ipo padikuanu, avnu joliyum. Orae relign, famly status elam.
Veetl ishtam parnjapo ente vtl adyam edirpillayrnu,bt pne pne pblms todangi.avrum edirpa ipo.
Avante parents lov mrg ayrnu, adond tanne avar id orikalum sammadikkila, oru lov mariag.. Pranayich vivaham cheydal lifil orikalum hapnes undavilla ennaanu avarude bhagam.
Aareyum edirth parayan njanilla.
Enik ishtaanu.avanum. Ente sneham ætom kudtal ariyaavnath avanu matraanu.orupad.
elavrum sammadich oru vivaham nadakum enn e naal vare pradikshchirnu. Pkshe ini ad undavilla.
Avanum ipo njn venda enn töni todangiyittnd. Ad avnte pravarthikalil njn kaan'nd. Avnte famlye avanu venam,vedanpkan veyya. Pkshe njn vedaniknath matram avan kaan'nilla.

Adyamoke orupad snehcht, vtl edirpaayapothek ozhvaki povan matramae avn snehchirnullo? Atho kaalam kadann povm thörum sneham illathaavuo?
..angneyayrnenki pne enik matram endae piriyan itra veshmam? :(

..ariyilla..avne njn atramatram snehiknd.