Ennalum avalkengane kazinju

+2vokke kayinj veetil verudeyirikkumbo
enikkum thonni onn premikkan.
Angane premikkan nokki oru
penkuttiye
thappan thudengi....
pittenn high school
vidunna samayath 10am classil
padikkunna
ente brthr ne kootti kond varan
avande
schoolil poyi.avaneyum kootti
varumbol
busstopil orupenkuttiye kandu....
Enda monj..ho..njan manassil
urappichu..ival
endedanenn...endaliya...avalude
aa mugham
kandal pinne vereyonnum
sradhikkanayilla
(munnil ninn vanna bussine
polum)oru
cheriya veezal.onnum
sambavichilla.pakshe
aval enne sradhichu.
Ada aval enne nokki chirikkunnu.
ho. enda chiri
(enne nokki townilulla muzuvan
aalkkarum
chirikkunnunday
irunnu.adonnum njan
sradhichilla.
Brthrn kalil cheriya muri.avan
nalla vannam
desyam vannu.pakshe
Thriparachilukal njan
arinjadeyilla.
ente manassil full avalude aaa
chiriyayirunnu.
Pittennum njan poyi.njan avale
nokki.ada aval
enne nokki chirikkunnu(ithavana
aval
mathrame chirikkunnullu)
Pittennum poyi. .pakshe ann
poyad
ravileyayirunnu .
Aval bussirangiya samayam.njan
avalude
aduth chennu
nJan:hi
Aval:(onnum mindiyilla)
Njyan:enda name
Aval:Amrutha
(Amrutha....nalla peru..njan avale
Ammu enn
vilikkum)
Aval povunnu..kurach angott
ethiyappo aval
enne nokki chirichu..ennit t aval
paranju
mmmm...aval ennalla...ente Ammu
paranju:Manu enikkariyam...Lekshmiyude
cousinalle.njan kandittund.
Ho...ad kettappoya oru
samadanamayad(oru
brokere kittiyallo)
Njan Lekshmiye kond ende number
avalkk
koduppichu.
Pittennum njan avale
kandu.avalod rathri
enne vilikkan paranju.
Njan kathirunnu.vili chilla.pittennu
m vilikkan
paranju...vilichilla.
Enikk desyam vannu...njan avalod
desyappettu.
njan paranju:enikk ninne
ishtama ad parayana ninne njan
vilichakan paranjath.ann
vaikunneram Lekshmi enikk oru
letter
thannu.njan ad vayichu
''Enikk ettavum priyappetta
Manu,
Enikk ninne orupad ishta.nee
enne kanunnadin
etharayo mumb enikk ninne
ariyayirunnu.ishtavumayirunnu.
pinne phone
vilikkathad veronnum
kondalla.ende phone
vellathil veen complaint vannu ad
konda njan
nale urappayum valikkam"
.
Njan sandosham kond thulli
chadi.
Paranjad pole aval pittenn
vilichu..
Njan:(ende sthiram dialogue)hello
Chelakkara
police station aara??
(Ad kettappoyekkum phone katt
cheydu
Njan thirich vilichu
Aval phoneduthu
Njan:hello njana.endina phone
katt
cheydad.policukare pediyano?
Aval onnum paranjilla
chirikkukayayirunnu.
Njan:ende onnum mindathad
aval(chirich kond)thamashakk
arana alle?
Njan:alla chelakarakarana
(Aval pinneyum chirikkunnu)
...............
pinne pinne aaa chiri kelkkade
enikk oru
nimisham polum nilkanavatha
avasthayilayi..
Enik avale athrak ishtamayirunn..
Angane pokave oru day vitilethiyapol oru charcha ente uncle vanirikunu gulfil ninum. Eneyum kond pokan ulla varavanu. Njan avalod paranju ikaryam aval kure karanju njan paranju' njan pokunath enik vendiyala namuk vendiya. Ipo 2o 3o varsham poyi wrk cheythal njan 1 setled akum pne enik ninte vitil vanu dairyamayi penuchodikam. Aval kure karanju njanum. Angane gulfil eti avale daily fone cheythu pine kurach nal kazinjapol phn swchof njan lekshmye vilichu avala paranju njan vilikunath avalde vitil arinju enu fthr phn vangivechu enu. Angane avalde ormakalumayi 3yr kashtapet paniyeduthu. 3yrnu sesam njan natil ethi vitil ninum nere poyath ammune kanan ayrnu njan avalde vitil ethi vathil thuranu kidanath kond nere angu keri chenu(bhavi wife hous ale) avide oru kochu kutti kidakunu avalde chechide kutiyakum enu karuti kutiye eduthu kuti karachil thodangi karachl ket my amayachan vanu pinale ente ammum aval vannu kutiye vangit parayukaya va mone ammayedukam mamame bhudimutikenda ennu.1um mindanakathe nirakanukalode avalude ormakalumay avide ninum irangi vitiletiyapol avide lekshmi aval odi vanit chodichu ammune kanan poyathavum ale frnd aya enne polum vilichila avl mrgnu.
Nere rumil poyi kidanu kure karanju enit orthu enekal mumb enne kand ishtapetu enale aval anu paranjath.
Ennalum 1 gunam undayi avalk vendiyanenkilum ente lif 1 setld ayi.
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Ennalum avalk vendi chelavakiya total amnt undenkil ithinekal setld akamayiruno? Ah poyath poyi ..
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Ennalum avalkengane kazinju matoruthantethavan enu ethra alochichitum answr kitunila...

I MISS HER really

love story 

Ente pranayam Fail eno succes eno parayan patila.
+2vl thurangiyadanu
Oru dfnt chrctr ulla pennu. 5 yr bst frnds ayrnu njngl , ellam parasparam thuranu parayan pattuna oru pennu. Nik olrdy avale ishtamayirnu. Frndshpnte thudakathile njanathu avlodu paranju. Anu athu shariyavla , nine njn frnd ayittu mathrame kandittullu , angane palathum paranju avl.
pne njn aa frndshp thane vendanu vechu , oru 1 1/2 yer njangl pinangi ninu. Veendum pala thavana njngl kanan idayayi , avdunoke njangale orumipkan frnds oke shramichu. But njan oyinju mari , pneed oru Get2gtr fnctnil vechu njngl samsarichu , avdunu thudangi njnglude adutha frndshp.
Pne angott athmarthamaya frndsh ayrnu , chating , caling , avlilathe nikum njnillathe avlkum pattillanayi ,
anum ente manasil avlodulla ishtam angane thane undayrnu , angane gadamaya frndshpl avl enodu paranju nine nik ishtamanenu.  Athinidayil pala karyangalum sambavichu , avlk prpsl vare vanu thudangi , ellam nirthamenu njn theerumanichu , avld njn athu paranju , manasilla manasode , but avl sammadichila , mrg kaynjalum nte koode nte bst frndayi ne enum venam enu paranju avl. Pneed  avlkulla alojanakal kuranju , nik , alla njnglku samadanamyi , pneum nalla pole kure nal.
Athinidayil njnglude frndsinte parajaya pranayangal kettu nik tnsn ayi , nirthamenu njn veendum paranju, ayikotte enum paranju avl poi. But 2 perkum athu verum parachilayirnu. Pattilla priyan , mindathirikan.
Kittilla nik nthayalum avle , orumikan kazhiyila njnglku nthayalum , athurappanu. E relationte strong kurakan call , chatng oke kurachu njan.
Pne ipo onum illathai , njn nirthan theerumanichu , ipo kurachayittt njngl thammil communication onumila , idaku vlikanoke thonum , bt njn cntrl cheum.
NJAN KARANAMO VERORAL KARANAMO AVAL ORIKALUM SANGADAPPEDUNATH NIKU SAHIKILLA ORIKALUM. Avl arku swanthamayalum nallapole avale manasilaki santhoshamayi kandal madhi nik
I MISS HER really :-( :-(

Cheruppam muthale

Cheruppam muthale
enikoru thonal
undayirunnu.... .
enikonnum
janmath line veezhillennu..
karanam veronnumalla
enik alpam 'look' kurava..
athkond onninum oru
pratheeksha kodukkatheeya njan
valarnnath..
Njananenkil pande oru
ayyopaavam aayirunu..
colgliloke poya seshamanu
kurac dairyamokke
kittiyathum premikkanan
thonniyathum ellam....
anganirikayanu ottum
pratheekshikath e oralente
jeevithilek vanath....athum
fone vazhi...!!!
Num maari
vilichathanu..p akshe
kittiyath pennine anennu
arinjapo njan vittilla..
enganelum company
aakiyedukkan nokki..
adyamonnum oru
responsum thannilla...!!
pinne pinne ente 30 msgnu 1
replyoke vech tharan
thudangi..
angane msg ayach ayach ente
oopad
vannenkilum 30:1 enna
ratio njan 1:1
ennakkieduthiru nnu..
kurach companiyumayapp o aa
gapil njan avalod kayari
ishtamanenn paranju..!!
appo thanne aval
enik vattanennum melil
msg ayach
budhimuttikarut hennum
paranju..
2 divasam ennod
mindiyillenkilu m aa
dheshyam njan
maatiyeduthu..
Chating thudarnnu....
oro months kazhiyumthorum
enikk avalodulla ishtam
koodi koodi vannu....
kanan enganundennu polum
ariyilla...!! ennalum angu
ishtapettupoi.. ..
pakshe ipravishyam enik
ithavalodathu parayan
dhairyamilayiru nnu....
2 month koodi kazhinjapol
avalum enne
ishtapedunnund ennenik
thonni.....
athonn conform
aakunna vare kaathirunnit
ente ishtam njan
ariyichu....
bhagyathinu
ipravishyam vattanakiyilla. .
"ishtannu"....e nn thanne paranju...
Pinne chating kuranju... vili
koodi.. Sweet voice...
Avalennepati orupad
karyangal chodicharinju ente
height,weight,m unp
affair
undayitundo.,ku dikkuo.,
valikkuo etc etc
pakshe enne kaanan enganund
ennu matram
chodichilla.... .
aval
chodikanjapo njanayit
thanne paranju: "enne
kaanan valya
rasamonnumilla. .!! orupad
pratheekshikaru th."
enn....
appo aval: "athinentha
enne kananum valya
glamour onnumillenn...! !!
ath ketappo ente chank
cheruthayonnu kaali..!!
"Athu njanangu sahichu''....!! enn
paranj avalde munnil star
aayenkilum ulliloru
pediyundayirunn u....
pani paalum vellathil kittumo
enn..!!
Iniyipo kollilenkil
thanne ithinte peril ente
ishtam marakkan
ennekond
patillayirunu..
karanam atramatram aval
enneyum
njan avaleyum
ishtapedunundar unu. .
Pinne adhikam alochichilla...
2um kalpich neritt kanan
thanne
theerumanichu..
avalk koodi
patiya oru date fix cheythitt
avalde natil thanne poi kandu....
kandappo avalenne
sherikum njettichu
kalanju....
Avale Kaanan
kidlo kidilam....
enik santhoshavum
sankadavum orumich
vannu..karanam avalde
lookinu munnil njananu
ippo koorayayath.... .
ith nerathe arinjirunnel
medica, fair and
handsome theerthitte njan
kanan pokullarunnu... .
Kurach neram njangal
mindathe ninnu..
kandathinte thrill
mariyappo samsarichu
thudangi....
idakk njan
chodichu: "ni enthina kanan
valya glamour
onnumillennu kallam
paranje.?
Aval paranju: "ath njan ninne onn
test
cheyythathalle. ."
enik dheshyam vannenkilum
appo thanne angu
maari... karanam avalude
testil njan pass aayallo...
Kurach neramkoodi
avalumai spend cheytha
shesham oru cheriya
giftum koduthitt njan
yathra paranju irangi.....
Pokunna vazhi njan
chodichu enne kanditt
ishtayonn.....
Appo
'sherikkum ishtai'' enn
reply thannu..Ho aa
nimishathe ente
santhosham
paranjariyikkan
patillayirunnu. ..
Karanam
appozhanu ente shwasam
nere veenath..
njan enthrayo
varshangalai kelkan
kothichath enthano,
agrahichath athuthuthanne
enik kitti..
Ippo Varsham 2 aakan
pokunnu njangal premich
thudangiyitt..
Valare santhoshathode
ipozhum munnot
pokunnu...

Vedanakal sammanicha pranayam

enik ariyilla enta prenayam enganea paranj thudaganam ennu..oru shopil vech kandu parichayapetu adhyam nalla frndzayi erunu.avane enna ishttamanenu parayumbozhum njan no paranju.avante prenayathel enik adhyam viswasam vannilla avan kanan glamoura pinnea e pavam pidicha enna avan enganea ishtapedum ennu orthu.pinnea enik orupa sopnagal undarunu ammayea ponnupolea nokkanam,nalla oru job etc..anganea orupad sopnagal.athokea sadhikan enta prenayam oru thadasamakum ennu orthe adhyam njan avanod no para

no paranju.pinne enta ella sahacharyagalum arinjitum avan enna serious ayi snehikan thudagi.epozho njanum avanea snehichu poyi.njan ee lokathe etavum kuduthal snehicherunathe enta ammayea ayirunu karanam orupad kashtapeta amma enna padipikunnathe.pakshea avan ennod aduthondirunapol ammayeakal kuduthalayi njan avanea snehikan thudagi.msg ukalum,callu kalum anganea okea ayi njagadea prenayam neendu poyi.oru nimisham polum njagalke pirinjirikan patathayi.njagaldea prenayam 1 yr purthi ayapol ellavark
treat koduthu.avan oru penninea nokiyal polum sahekan patathayi enik karanam enik avanod prenayam allarunu frantharunu.avantea call onnu waiting ayal polum enik sahekan patila karanam avanea nashtapedumo ennu enik pediyarunu karanam agrahechathonum enik kitiyitilla.enta ah snehathea avan samshayamayi thetudharichu.oru day avan ennod oru pate padi kodukan avashyapetu athum njan clsl pokan thudaguna timil samayam poyathe knd njan odi poyi.clsl erunitum enik oru samadhanavum illarunu avan chothecha
karyam sadhich kodukan patiyillalo ennu orth.njan vayyannu kallam paranj clsl ninnum vannu avanea vilichu apol avantea call waiting.pinnea kurach kazhinj avan enna vilichu oru grl padi kodutha pate avan record cheyth enna kelpichu.avantea oru grlfrndntea nameum paranju.njan athe ketapol thakarnu poyi.enik time illanja knda avane padi kodukanjathe enik pakaram apam avan veroru grlnea vilichu.pinnea angot njagadea prenayathel villalukal veezhan thudangi.njan epol vilichalum avantea call waiting.
pinnea oru dhivasam avante frndz enna vilich paranju.ne enthina avane engana shalyam cheyunnathe avane vera oru penninea ishttamane ennu.njan hindu ane avan christanum.ennit njagal orupad snehichatharunu.avantea frndzntea vayil ninu avane veroru kochenea ishtamanenu keta nimisham thanne njan thalakarangi veenu.bodham veenapol njan orupad karanju avanea kananam ennum paranj njan hostelil ninnu padikva.apol enta frndz oke paranju eni ninak avanea venda avan ninne vendanu paranjennu
atheketapol enta chag potipokuna pole thonni.njan enta frndzntea kalupidich karanj paranju enik avan illathea jeevikan vaya ningal avanea vilich onnu samsarikan.apol avarelam paranju avantea perumatathel ninnum thanea manasilakam avane ninne vendannu eni avantea vayil ninum ket enthena vedhanikunathe ennu chothechu.pinnea sherikum narakamayirunu enta jeevitham.unilla,urakamilla oru maanasika rogiyudea avastha palathavana marikan sremichu pinne ammaye orth jeevichu.
marichathenu thulyamaya pinnea njan jevichathe.pinne avante phn switchoff.nerit kand avanod karanj paranju enik ninne piriyan vayyeanu avan athe kelkathea nadannu poyi.pinnea enta oru photo avante kayil undarunu.avan athe avantea new lovarinte kayil koduthu vitu.aval athe puchathodea enta kayil kond thannu.apol naduroadil vech njan potikaranju.ennitum njan avanea manase kond shapichella..nerchayum prarthanayumayi onnara varshamayi njan avane vendi katherikunu.verea areayum kitanjitalla.
aroke kitiyeanu paranjalum avane pakaramakila onnum.avantea new lovr snehech 2 month akum munp avanea vendanu vech poyi.athe arinjapozhum enik sankadam vannu avan vishamikunudavum ennu orthe.1 varsham kond oru ayiram janmatheakulla sneham enik thannit avan poyi.ah snehamane ennum enna vedhanipikunathe.njagadulea prenayam kand palarum asooyapetitund evida njagalke parajayam sampavichathe ennu ariyilla
avantea kalil oru mulle polum kollathe avan evida ayalum santhoshamayi erikanam ah oru agraham mathramea enikullu.ah oru prarthanayum.avane orth neeri neeri enta paditham,jeevitham ellam nashikarayi enkilum avan nannayirikanam enta kannirinte shapam avan orikalum kitaruthe.oru karyam enik urapa enta athrayum avanea snehikuna oru pennine avan orikalum kitilla.karanam enik avanod snehamallarunu mental ayirunu.ishttam kudiyitula vate..

Nashttamaya sowpnagal.. (നഷ്ടമായ സ്വപ്നങ്ങള്‍ )

Ningal oru vartha vayichille kathir mandapathil kayari vadhuvine thalli enn aa kamukanan nhan pakshe ellam ellarem ariyikanam ennund enik ......

Nhan oru pennine snehichu 6 yr... ente kude padichatha 8,9,10 9thl thonniya ishtam thurann paranjath aval plus two kazhinj nilkumbol  4 varsham manasil kond nadannu. Parajapol nhangal nalla frnds ayirunnu pathiye avlkum enne ishtamayi..... aval n***m nhan low cast... 2 varshathe pranayam jeevithamayirnnu orupad swapnangal neythu snehathoode avale nhan ponnusenum aval enne appuusenun vilichu avalude neetiyulla vili enik orupad ishtamayirunnu sneham ennathil appuram valsalyamayirunnu avalk ennod,,, orupad vishwasamayirunnu,jeevanayirunnu, msgukal anu nhangalude life orumichulla jeevitham kuttikal, ellam swapnam kandirunnu kanunnath vallapozhum mathram 2 pravashyame avalodopam irunnitullu ann swargam kanda santhoshan enik undayath... aval oru nalla kuttiyayirunnu. Manasil prathishtichath kond avale moshamayit onnum paranjitilla,cheythittilla,chinthichittupolum illa... karanam aval enteyan ente swanthamanenn manasilurapichirunnu. Pakshe ellam petten mari marinju avalk kalyanalojanakal palathum vannu 18 ennam ente keryam veetil parayan pattilla bcz cast,finance,job ellam negative veettukarude nirbhandhathin vazhangi aval engage ment nadathi vedhanyode nhanuum sammathichu karanam mariage 1,2 yr kazhije undaku apozhekum enthelum pariharam kanam enn chinthichu 2 alum.... engagement ayenkilum aval vilikumayirunnu msg ayakumayirunnu ennum phn call kudi karanam vilikan ipo rsn und wouldbek vilikunnu enna peril avalenne vilichu.. avanum vilikum avale idak vallapozhum edukum. Avan ummma chothicht aval 2 vattame koduthitu pakshe veendum prathekshakal manju 9 mnths thikayunnathn munp avale mariage fix aki aa gulfkaranod... nhanum nadakuayirunnu passport,gud job ithinoke vendi.... ellam pazhayi fix aki ennarija ann nhan avale kandu 2 perudeyum kannu nirju enkilum pokaruth enn ente vakin niranja kannumarupadi nalki aval thirinju nadannu nhan bhrandhamaya avasthayilayi 2 divasathn shesham avalude veedinaduthe ambalathile prathikshta  nhan poyi 3 days... avalidopam undayirunnu mrng 9 to evng 3:30 vare angane 3 divasam avasanam sahikanakathe avalude vakin vilakodukathe ettanod ellam parayan therumanich nhan paranju pakshe avalude prathikaranam sahukavunnathilum appuramayirunnu chathiyan,vanjakan,dhushtan entholamikeyo paranju jeevithathil ettavum verukunnath enneyan enn aa sangadam nhan theerthath  suiciden sramichitan  6 day hspitalil kidannu icuvil.. aval vilicho msg ayacho onnum arila avalum enthelum cheyth kanumo ennayirunnu pedi 10 divasathn shesham vilichu eduthilla msg ayachu rply kand nhan njetti thakarnnu appu eni enne vilikaruth msg ayakaruth enne marakanam enn. Penninte manas kallanennum ellam avar petten marakum ennum enik manasilayi pakshe akalan pattila ente kannerinte vilakondo entho veendum msg ayakalund... vili illa vallapozhum enne akattan verupikan aval palathum cheythu enikishtamillathath pakshe swayam thakarnnu nenjpidiyunna vedhanayan enn avale manasilakipikan pattilla.... mariage date aduthu bhrandhamaya avasthayil dhushilangal thudagi avalariju pinagi akalan athum karanamaki.... veendum maranam enn chinthayil ethi avalode paranju athn aval kanda pariharam appunte ponnuvayi manasukond ennum kude undakum....  avan(wouldbe) ente sharirame kittu enn nhan orupad santhoshathilayi nashtapettalum aa sneham ennum enik undakum ennorth.,, pakshe mariagn 3 days munp avalude phn off ayi enth cheyyanam ennariyathe ayi.... avasanam therumanichu nhan agrahicha veshathil aa kalyana muhurthathil avale kananam ennit marikam enn. poyi Kkalyanathn pakshe nenj thakarnnu ennod paranja oru vedhanayumillathe santhoshavathiyayi niranja chiriyode mandapathil irikunna avale kand nenj potti thalarnn vezhum enna avasthayil ethi..... petten ellamariyunna ettan chothikua fud kazhichon dheshyamo sangadamo entha thonniyenn arila.... evidunno kittiya dharythil avludem varantem aduthu chennu enne kand vilariya avlude mukath noki varanod paraju ponnu pole nokikonam 6 kollam manasil kond nadannatha enn pinne avlod paranju nannayi ne anu penn potte nayinte mole enn paranjpol niraja kannukalayirunnu enik onnum alochikunathn munp avalude mukarh koduthu onn..., nadann nengiya enne nattukar thalli karyam chothichu ellam parajapo avlk enne arila. police stationil ethichu phn call record,msg  thelivayi nalkiyath kond nhan case illathe rakshapettu thalikett kazhinjath kond pennine varan kondoyi.... nadannath 2 days munp... pakshe enne chathichu ennarinjitum ipozhum avalan ente manasil.......

Aval maraju

Pranayam naimishikamay njan kndirunilla vanchanayude thee paruna kannukal undayirunilla oru kollam karanu palakadu kariyodu thoniya pranayam thirakulla jeevithathinidayilum avale kanathirikano mindathirikano eaniku kazhinjirunilla aa amulya nimishangalil njan pranayathinte theevratha arinju avale kanan rathriyeno pakaleno ellathe aval work cheyuna first sorce enna sthapanathil pokumayirunu oduvil avidethane job vangi ente pranayam avalil ninnu nashtapedathirikan entho chila karanagalal avalenne vidheshathu pokan nirbhanthichu njan athinu vidheyanakendi vannu manasila manasode njan yathrayay athu oru tharam atipayikalanu manasilakan eaniku kazhinjila 2 masam job cheythu njan tirike ponnu karanam avalude ormakal ayirunu manasil njan eathiyapozhekum aval ekm officil ninnum risin vangi poyirunu avale njan phn vilichu eadukundayirunila kurachu divasam kazhinjapol phn off njan vtl nomberil shalyapeduthikonde erunu oduvil aval attendu cheythitu parayukaya namukelam mathiyakamenu engane penkutikalku ethu parayan kazhiyunu ella cotactum ellathakki aval vidhoorathayil aval maranju njanu avalude ormakalum thanichai maranathinu pidikodukila njan allayo ente gopike nee matoralinu swanthamakunathu vare njan ninne kathirikum

by
pradeesh mangalath
(fan)
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Avale snehikkunnu orupadu.

enikipol 18 age ith nadakunnath njan +2 padikumbol njan vere schooli um avalum oru divasam njan avalude schoolinte aduth nilkumbol school vitta samayam ente best frnd anu avale kaanichu thannu ennit ennod paranju avale nokkan njan annanu avale adym.ayi kaanunath njan adym ath karym.akkiyilla pinne njan avale nokkan thirumanichu appol njangal +1 il ayirunnu agane kaalam kazhinju poi +2 ayi njan alpam vellam okke adikum ciggerat valikum pinne politics work und agane oru divasam njan beer adichu ente aa frnd nte veettil.nilkuvayirunnu njan avanodu paranju enikavale kaananm en avan paranju ne innu poi avalod chodikuvanel pokam en njan sammathichu njangal poi agane adym.avalude oru frnd nod paranju vittu aval chirichond odi pinne njan nerittu poi chodichu appol aval ishtam.anennu paranju appom.njan no koduthu vilikan paranju aval annu rathri miss adichu njan vilichu pinne atha avalude cousinte phone ayirunnu ath kond pinne vilikan anuvadam ilayieunnu pinne njan avalk lettar ezhuthi 2 divasam kazhinj aval reply thannu appol.anu njan ariyinnath avalk achanum ammayum.illan oru chettan mathram ollu ayal gul filanu aval cousin  te vittil ninnu padikunath pinne.njangal kuduthal aduthu aval padikan midukki ayirunnu agane avalk njan phone vangi koduth pinne kuduthal aduthu oru divasam njangal thammil vazhakundai aval annu paranju ellam nirtham agane okke njan kurach neram sry okke paranju but athonum aval kettila pinne njanum vendanu vachu pitte divasam najn paranju phone thirichu venam en annu strike ayirunnu pettanavl paranju illa njan annerayhe deshym kond paranjatha ennoke njan ath mind cheyithilla pinne ente frndz okje vannu paranju njangal pinnayum aduthu agane kurw kalam kazhinj oru adi undayi enik nattil ninnym mari nilkendi vannu avide vach ente oru frnd vilichu paranju eda aval sheriyalla avale videan avan paranju avante oru frnd ne aval vilikarund ennokke agane najnum avalum pinnayum odakki njan thirich nattil vannu but avale kanan pattiuola avalk msg ofr thirnnu agane njan avalk msh ayachu ellam.nirtham nale enik phone venam en aval anju rathri aarudayo phone vanhi n a vilichu avale nale vilikanam enu paranju najn vilichu appol oru pad karayuka okke cheyithu enjit aval paranju avalude vittilot chellan njan adym poilla pinne poi pinnayum njan gal onjichu appol pinne enik nattil ninnum.pokendi vannu njan poi kurach divasam kazhinjapol aval paranju avalk n a kaanam enu pinne njan thirichu vannju pinne oru 2 divasam kazhinju cheriyam oru sowundarya pinakkam undayi ath kazhinjapol njan paranju enika avale kanam en apol avalum sammadichu njan avalude vitil poi annu but avalude oru cousin avide keri vannu avalude phone kandu n a kandilla avanu avale ishtam ayirunny appol avan avale enthakkayo paranjit poi njan thirichu ponnu ayh kazhinj avalude phone swich off ayi enik pettanu mari nilkendu vannu ath avalod paranyan.pattiyilla 2 divasam kazhinj njan avale vilichu njan njetti poi avalude kuttukari anu phone eduthath aval ennod paranjh avalude viitil bhayangara vazhak ayirunu avalude cheytan.okke arinju ath kond aval phone kuttu kariyude kayil.koduthot thirich kodujan.parnju njan.ith arinjapol thanne nattil vannu pitte divasam njan avalude schoolinu munnil poi aval mind cheyithilla njan lettar koduth reply kittiyilla najan pinnayum koduth agane oru divasam.reply kitti namuk ini pazhayath polonnum venda kandal.mindam chirikkam pinne samayam.akumbol vittil vannh chodichal mathi appol njan paranju enik athinu thalparym illa en pinne aval.onnum paranjilla njaum agane ath kazhinjit ippol 10 maasam kazhinju njan ipolum avale snehikunnu orupadu........ :-( :-( :-(

Ethanu pranayam.

Njn oru penkuttye snehichu..4 varsham..rend varsham purake nadanu..rendu varshm relationil ayrnu...avl last yr natil ninu coimbtr poy..enitum njn avle mnthly avde poy kanumayrnu..idak oru cherya karythnu njngal thamil vazhakitu.athu kazhnju avl parayunu avlk ini continue chyn thalparym ilenu.njn veendum coimbtr poy avle kandu sorry parnju.enit avl onum kelkan ninila.athu kazhnju njn vilichal call attnd chyilayrnu..last week njn vilichapo call attnd chythu friendly ay samsarchu.njn vicharchu elam ok ayi kanumenu.enit ipo avl parayuma namuk nala friends ay irkam enoke.avlk vere areyo ishtma ok paranjote enoke enod chothknu.nth chymenu enikaryla.ake vatay irkma.avl cool ay chirichonda samsarkne

Itrye ulo oru grlnte luv..njn atrkum avle snehichupoy.nth chymena aryla.

By
Fan

Friendship failures

Njan oru love failure alla. Bt njanoru frndshp failure aanu. Ente best frnd ammu..
Njanavale ente jeevanekal snehichirunu. Mattarekal mattendhinekal eniku valuthu avalum avalude frndshpum airunu. Njangal valare happy aairunu. Bt ennu aval ennekal ente frndshpnekal avalude lover ne snehikunu,athine ethirtha kondavanam ennu njanavalku aarumallathairikunu. Enne aval verukkunnu..
Frnds lifel lover vannal best frndne marakkunathu seriyano?
Enkilum ennum njanavalkai kathirikunu. Karanam avalude frndshpnekal valuthala enikonnum..

Avoiding

Njan orale snehkunund.but avan ene ipo avoid cheyanu.avn end ishtamanenu parajhapol njn ozhjhu mariyadhanu but ene avn matiyeduthu.ent avasanam avn parajhu avnte umakishtapeta kutye avn ktolu enum.avanu vendi njn endhum sahkan thayaranu.avnku orupad kadangalund.adhnu vendi njn ente goldnte vala kodthu avn adh vtu avnte aniyane padipikan cash ktvechu.but avn nte sneham manasilakunila.1 mnthnulil ente encgmt undavm njn avanu vendi wait cheyano..ipo avn ene avoid chyuna poleyanu.njan orupad vshamikunund

Endh cheyanamenu enkarela enkavante onum venda sneham mathram madhy.

By
Achu
(fan)

Marannu poya kalam...

Egadhesam 1 year aayi ende lv break up ayitte.njngal adhym bst frndz ayirunu.ende chrctr ishtapetitte avl enod ishtamanu paranju.njnum avle viswasich thirichum snhichu.palarudeyum lv break up ayi povunadh kand pedich njn avlod palapozhum chodhichu. "nee enne vittu pokumo" ennu.avl orikkalum illa ennu paranj ene aaswasipichu.but vaikadhe avlde vtil njngalude lv matr arinju.a small prblm.pineed avlil kure maattangal undayi kondirunu.orutharam avoiding ayirunu.njn orupad vedhanichu.suddenly one day njn avlem kaath bus stopil nikukayayirunu.avl karanj kond ennod vannu paranju "enik nine ishtamalla ini ende pinnale vararudh" ennum paranj thirinj nadannadha.pala vatam njn avlod samsarichengilum avl ishtamala enu paranjadhinu karanam paranjitilla idh vare.pineed kandalum ariyatha pole ende muniloode avl nadanu pokum.adh kanumbol sahikan pattila.innu vare avl thirich vanittilla..ullilulla sangadangal arodum parayan pattadhe 1 varshamayi njn ottak thakarnna swapngalumayi...pakshe avlipol elam marannu..ellaam ene polum

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(Fan)

നിനക്കായ്

Njan Hareesh.Njan 6th classile padikumbole njangalude schoolile oru peene kuttye kandu.Kandapade enike avale eshthamai but appo vayangare serious love ayyerunila.
Avale 7th class ayyerunu.Ene kalle 3 month vellude avale
       Engane 4 year kazhinghu njangalk 10m class QIP class thudangi 10.30 manike ethuna njan oru divasam 7.30ne schoolileke purapattu.
Townile ethi businde stepine irangumo bus standle ivalum friendum evale kandapo santhoshathile ende jeemo poyede polle thoni.
    Peene njan daily ravilthe QIP classile vannegond indairunu.Vaygit class cut cheyyede Evale nokane pokuge ayyerunu enike daily ede tane jolly avasanam avale vettinde aduth vare pogane thudangi.
Avasanam avalk manassilai avale enike vayangare nokikond indairunu.
Enode oru nainda mone paranjhu avalk facebonk und ene engane njan oru new account thudangi avalude name ille search cheyyedu facebookinde kurich onum ariyate njan add cheyyedila but avalude photo avalude accountine download cheyyede ende accountileke upload cheyyedu onum ariyathe avalude photo ende accountile profile photo vare cheyyede vechu

INI SHERIKUM LOVE FAILURE KADHA

E karyam avalude vettile arinjhu vayangare prashnam ayye prashnam ayya karyam njan arinjirunila next day vaygit dhairiyale njan avale veruna vaille njan ninu vayangare chuddile njan ende adutheke vanu.
Njan oddi avale townile urakke paranjhu "DHAIRIYAM UNDENGILE NILK NAINDA MONE ENE" enike paranjhade kettila ende friendinode vane avale paranjhu "avanode para facebookine ende photo delete cheyye ene paranjhu" aval theri velichedile tethe undo???
Njan photo delete cheyyedu vendum njan avalude backile poye mind cheyyunedairunila. Avassanam vayangare prashnam tane avalude vette kare police complente cheyyan vare poye enange avale 5-6 tavana vittu engilum vedan manass verunila ende shaliyam sahikane pathade avalude family members avale bangalore padikane ayyechu avale ene love cheyyunila ene urappa  avalk vendi merikane pollum njan ready avale enike kettilenge enike vatte pedikum ellenge njan merikum njan ende cheyyenu???? Njan oru otta peenine snehichede ullu ade aval matram..

കരയുന്ന ഹ്യദയം

enik parayaan kure ere und bt ellaamonnum parayunnilla kurach parayaam ...
njn +1 il padikkumbozhanu aale parijayapettath.... aadyammokke avalk enne kaanunnath thanne ishtamallaayirunnu ... karanam ariyende ente pazhe lvr avlde frnd aayirunnu lover enn paranja angottum ingottum orumichonnum snehichittillaa ttoo enik avalodu ishtam thonniyappo avalk ingottu thonniyilla  kurach kaaalam kazhinjittanenkilum ente sneham aval arinju bt its tooo late appozhekkum athu avlde bro yum arinjirunnu aa broo aaraanennoo ente frnd bt ath enikk areelaayirunnu angane aanu aval ente enemy aayath ... ithonnumalla katha .. angane avalk enne manasilaayi njangal kooduthal aduthu ella daysum vili aayi angane oru divasam correct paranja 19-01-2009  11:32am aval ennodu paranju enne ishaann ohfff at that time entummmooo .. angane aa ishtavumaayi kure naal poyi pineed schoolilekk pokumbo nammal orumichaayirunnu pokaru vere oru kaaryam parayaan marannu appo njaan aa schoolil undaayirunnulla purathaayirunnu .....  purathaakkiyatha njn nallonom padikkunnaayiit :-D ..angane.aval  +2 kazhinju aval +2kazhinjappozhum enik oru tensionum indaayirunnillaa kaaranam avale kandilleelum avalde manasil ninn maayillaan oru aathmaviswaasamundaayirunnu  angane njn ente jobum thudangi oru vandi undaayirunnu kayyil athum kondarkenkillum evideyenkilum pokanundenki pokum paisa kittum snehikkumbo orupaadu chelavalle  athu kond panavum venam fatherinte brother gulfilek vilichu njm poyilla kaaranam ang poyal panam kittim bt aval ottaykkaavilllee ennoorth ... angane aval +2 kazhinju pc thomasinte aduth entrance cochinginu cheran theerumaanichu aathinidayil ente fathrr enik purath pokaan thalparyamillathath kondu oru vandi irakki thanu . innova. njan ath eduth athyaavashym tripokke pokum angane ival thrissurilek poyi pokunnathinte thale divasam njn avale kaanan avalde veettinte aduth poyi  avidunn fob vilichappo aval paranju daa njn nale pokum enik ninne kaanaand nikkaan vayya enn ath  kettappo santhoshavum sangadavumaanu thooniath santhosham ene snehikkaan anikkayi oru pennund ennum sangadam  aval eni ente aduth ninnum kure doorathekkaanu pokunnathen angne petten njn vandi move cheyth dishum  andi thatti bt ithokke oru swapnamaayi aayirunu enikk an fl cheythth bikele aalinde bone frctr aayi  father vilakki eni nee veetil ninnum irangi povaruthenn njn fll down aayi pitte divasama aval pokunnath aval enne vilichuparanju daa nale njn pokumbo nee eanthaayaalum varnae enn  mng 5 am ina train angane njn povan therumanichu bt fthr ariyaan paadilaa angane mngil ente oru frnd bikumaayi ethi njnangal railwy stinil ethi avalekandi avalede mukathu oro thavana nokkumbozhum ente kannu niranju avalde aa kaannukal nokki enikk ann vaayikann pattunnath eni aval thiricchu varillaa ennathu pole aayirunnuu..  blnce if any bdy intersted iwill sent .....   

ഇല്ലാതായ സൗഹൃദം

My 1 frndz lyf told to me by her 
"Nte vetil karyam arinju.. Vettil arijathukonde avare vishamipikanda enne vichariche njagal 2perum vishamamundegilum  njagade relation nirthi...
(then some conversation with me njan avalode relation thudarnnudenoke chodichu)

enthayalum ithrem paranja
nilayil ellam parayam...
avanippo vere lovr aayi...
avante oru frndnu avane
bayankara
ishtayrnu..praanth pidicha
ishtam.. ee prblms oke
undayappo njn aa kuttyodum
ivanodum samsarich avarde
karyam ok aaki.. adyam
onnum avanu patiyirunilla... "manasil nine vech purame
avale premicha ath cheating
alledi"oke chochu...pinne
paranj paranj sariyaki...ippo
avan avale ishtapett
thudangi...
oru galnte lyf undavunna
etavum valya vishama aa
tymil undava. ishtapetta aale vere oruthiku kodkanu
parayumbo...ho chavan
thonum.... avalk avan enne
kurich parayunath ishtalla...so
njn ippo avane cntct
cheyyarilla... aval idak vilikum...

satisfaction

machanea enikum undayirinu oru pranayam sorry
othiri pranayam
but seriousayi oranam matram....oalu ennea oombikukayum cheythu......enthu cheyun....i still love him....
marakan pattunilla...
njan plus padikunnakalathu.....
oru mudalmachulla ucha neram....njan oalea kandu....pinnayum pinnayum kanan manasu pinnayum kothichu.....njan ntea manasodu thanea chodichu ithano pranayam.
finally i goat answer ithu thanayanu pranayam...vinnayithadi diloge sheriyanu kathal thedi pokan mudiyathu athu actual nammileaku varum.....ohhh...i dont know how to express my feeling........avaludea purakea pala pravisham nadanu....but no rasha.....finally njan avalodu nerittu parayan vicharichu but nadanilla
..athinu mumbu nallavaraya frndsu sorry nanban mar chennu parachu...apole avan marodu aval parachu poda pattiiii.........monea .....athinu preathikarathinayi njan avaludea mubil.....first time face to face ninnu....pinea nadanathu onnum arum kettilla ....karanam njan onnum parachilla...enik pattiyilla atha sathiyam bcz i truly love you
....but enthakea ayalum aval aaa nilpil veenu enik but after one month x am start cheythu...odikathea villa rathiriyinnilla pakalinilla...but x am sheasham njan dubaiku poi.enik avalea oru pravisham polum vilikan pattiyilla......njan madaghi vannapol njanum avalum puthiya reeethiyil puthiya. clgil chernirinu......so contact poyiii...avalodu njan pala thavana sry patachakillum mind cheyunillaa.....eee vishamaom theerkan njan vera oralea set aaaki...but enik enik satisfaction undayilla.....njan vedannu vechu bcz i really love her...i miss u.....i want reopen this case wat i do

Unfriend love

2 varsham orumichu padichittum school jeevitham avasanikunna nimishangalilanu njangal aduthath annuvare avalod njan samsarichitu polumillayirunnu pakshe pinned avalod samsarikathirikan kazhiyillayirunnu....., njan avale avasanamayi kandath 2013 m arch lanu pnned ithuvare njan avale kanditilla but phon vilikumayirunnu ra- pakalillathe angane njangal orupadu aduthu en ishtam njan avalodu thurannu paranju....., adhyam visammathichenkilum kurachu nalukal kazhinju aval yes paranju....., pakshe orupadu nalukal neendu poyilla aa santhosham ptananu ath sambavichath njangal thammil ver pirinju....., karanam matonnumalla avalku njan oru fb acnt eduth koduthu ath mathiyallo jeevitham thakaran....., njan ipol unfrnd

മരിക്കാതെ ആ സ്നേഹം

..Neril kaanunnadnu munbae snehich todangyetha njan avane..
Cheriya karyangalil deshyam kaanikkæm, njan vitt povuo enna veshmathl ene kude kond nadakkem cheyda oruthan. Ariyaam enik, avanu ene ishtamaanenn. Pakshe etratolam, eth arthathl enonum enik ariyumaayrnilla.

Kochu kuttigalude polthe vaashi, posesivnes, idellaam avanum ndayrnu.adukond tanne snehichu njanum. Aarenglum avnod chodicha parayum njn avante bestfrenda'nn, pakshe enne adilere snehichirunnu.

Manasukond njanum ennæ avane snehichu tudangyetha.pakshe paranjilla, kaaranam avante sankalpangalile hoori'kk munnil njan onnumaayirunilla. Kude ninn kodthu,ella besfrndinem pole, mattu grlsne pranayikaan suportaayi. Avanum ath orupad enjoy cheydu.

Enno orikal, oru vazhakkinidayil pirinjirunna nimishangalil avan arinju..avn enne snehichirunnu enn. Njanillaathe avanu sndosham abhinayikkaan polum kazhyunnilla enn.
Vilichu chodichu- "enteth maathramaavaan ni thayyaaraano enn".

Karanju njan.. Avanil ninn njan aagekude agrahicha onna ith. Deivam und.ann ath enik bodhyamaayi.
Karanj theertha ratrikalkum, prarthicha oro nimishangalkum deivam enikith tannu.:)

Samsarichapo avn enod paranjath: "njanariyaathe, enne ariyikkaathe nte ponnuu neeyenne orupad snehichu.iniyum ad njn kaanan sramichillenkil deivam enod porukkilla.."

Ann mudal avn ene snehikkunnu..ottum vedanipikkaathe. Ethoru penkuttiyum agrahikkunnathpole <3

pakshe pranayam vivahathl chennethaan bhagyam cheyyanam. Ente vtl njanith samsarichu.avark ente ishtam aanu valuth.
Pakshe avante vtl sammatham alla..
Ee oru prashnam kaaranam njangalude lf'l ipo veshmam maatrae olu..

Orikkalum avnte sneham aavaan kazhiyilla enn karuthya enik, inn oru janmam muzhvan orkaanulla sneham nte kutti nk tannitund. E janmam muzhvan enik avane snehikanam.
Vivaham.adinu avnte veetl sammadikum enn pradikshkunnu.ennengilum.

..Njan kaathirunnolaam..avarde sammadathinaayi.
..coz i honestly dusnt know how to live widout him.. :(

Yours Ponnu..<3
..

"Njangal relatn'l aayt ipo 1yr kazhnju.
Snehikknd avn enne, oruad. Tirch enikum jeevanaanu.
Orae age aanu. Veetlum paranjitnd. Besfrnds aayi todangiya relation pranayam aayi maariyath ennaa'nn rand perkum ariyilla.
Njan avne snehchtund.avaneyae snehchtullu. Aa snehathl avanu puurna viswasom und enod.
Pakshe avanu..avanu ene matrayt snehkan kazheenilla. Christiansine valiya ishtava ton'nu..avnte gf christn aanu. Avnte aniyathinte clasmate'a kutti. Aarum ariyathe ulla oru pranayam.

Ene snehcha adae tymla avalem snehchath.. Idak njn avnod chodikarund avalekurch, pakshe kallamae parayarullu enod. Contactilla kaanaarilla enoke. Kallamaayrnittum njanath viswasikum.atra ishtayrnu enik.

Ivantathra bhangiyonumla enik..enkilum ishta. Avante gf aa cristian kochaanenki oru super beauty'um. Velutha oru sundarikkoch, nalla mudiyum.
Aval enod samsarikkaaroke und.pkshe avardae ishtam enik ariyillayrnu.enod randuperum paranjirnilla.
Elam arinjapo enik vedanichu.nallapole. Karanam avanu njn ella swathanthryavm kodtirnu, verortye snehkanulla adhikaaram polum. Otta cnditionae njn parnjulu- "angane verorthye ishtondenki adennod paranjitt venam" enn matram.
Veettl orupad prashnam sahcha njan avne snehchath.enitm avn enik tirich tannath vedna matram.

Avar tammilullath enda enn innum enikariyilla. Endna enodingne cheydadnnum arila.
Avardæth pranayam aayrnenki..,
pne njangalkedayl undayrnath endaanu.?

Ishtaanu. Bt tirich enod ullath satyam aaya oru pranayam allenki enikkith venda.
I wud lov to liv alon, dan b dserted 4 his girls.
(kindly dnt reveal the name)

orupad ishtayrnu <3

Ente cousinaanu avne enik frndaayi tannath.enikoru nalla hapnes aayirikum avnte cmpny enn vech. Aa parijayam njn polum ariyathe pneed besfrnd relatn aayi.
Frnshp'nn vecha athrek.epzhum kude venam ennayrnu randalkum.enth hapnesum adyam poyi parayua avanoda. Valye deshyakkaarana, oruad vazhak parnjitnd ene.pakshe adlere snehchtm und :) Posesiv ayrnu aal,nallapole. Epzhum vazhakka njngl tamml.bt apotanne ad maaruem cheyum.frnsokke epzhum kaliyakum..rasernu,elam. <3

Idekepzho ishtayi todangi.. Ara adyam prposeyde enonum ormayilla, bt randperkum tamml jeevanayrnu.korae naal snehchu..agrahkaavnnadilum ereyayt.jeevichirna 22 varshathnidayl njn sandoshathodae irna 2 varshangal..avante bestfrndayi, avnte pranayamaayi.

Randuperum same age aanu. Njan ipo padikuanu, avnu joliyum. Orae relign, famly status elam.
Veetl ishtam parnjapo ente vtl adyam edirpillayrnu,bt pne pne pblms todangi.avrum edirpa ipo.
Avante parents lov mrg ayrnu, adond tanne avar id orikalum sammadikkila, oru lov mariag.. Pranayich vivaham cheydal lifil orikalum hapnes undavilla ennaanu avarude bhagam.
Aareyum edirth parayan njanilla.
Enik ishtaanu.avanum. Ente sneham ætom kudtal ariyaavnath avanu matraanu.orupad.
elavrum sammadich oru vivaham nadakum enn e naal vare pradikshchirnu. Pkshe ini ad undavilla.
Avanum ipo njn venda enn töni todangiyittnd. Ad avnte pravarthikalil njn kaan'nd. Avnte famlye avanu venam,vedanpkan veyya. Pkshe njn vedaniknath matram avan kaan'nilla.

Adyamoke orupad snehcht, vtl edirpaayapothek ozhvaki povan matramae avn snehchirnullo? Atho kaalam kadann povm thörum sneham illathaavuo?
..angneyayrnenki pne enik matram endae piriyan itra veshmam? :(

..ariyilla..avne njn atramatram snehiknd.

Avane orupadu snehichu...

Njan ennu muthalanu avane snehichu thudangyenu ariyila..ormavacha nalu muthal njan avane snehichirunu..njangal randu perum ishtamanamenu thuranu paranjitumila.angane varshangalku sesham avan ennodu avante manasu thuranu..eniku petanu enthu parayanamenariyilarnu.eanalu pite divasam avanodu njanum ishtamanenu paranju..pineed angotu pranayathinte dhinangalarnu...njan karuthiyathu pandathe ishtam ithreyum varshangal kazhinjitum nilanilkunathu sathyamanenu..enal ente karuthalukal thetarnu..avane njan athmarthamayi snehichitum.avanu ellam thamashayarnu.avanu vere penumayi ishtamundarnu..enne avan snehichitupolumilarnu...avane njan arekalum upari snehichirunu..eanitum avan enne manasilakila...but friends njan avane ipozhum snehikunu..thirichu varilanarinjitum

എന്ന് വേദനയോടെ........

My lost love..
ItZ not a  story..itz mY life..
Ente +2 life
Athayirunnente swargam enn njan ariyunnu...

Pudiya schoolinte padavukal kayarumbol manassil oru nooru chodyangalayirunnu.. Pudiya koottukar.. Pudiya adyapakar.. Angine paladum..
Kurach divasangalkk shesham... Adyamay njanavale kandu... Ente pennine.. Adya kazchayil thanne njan daivathod prarthichu.. Ee kochu sundariye ente jeevida pankali aakki tharanee enn..
Pinneedulla oro dinavum avalod adukkanulla shramamayirunnu.. Oru paad kashtappettenkilum njan ente ishtam avale ariyichu.. Bt ella penkuttikaleyum polethanne avalum negativ ayi prathikarichu.. Kurach divasathe kadina prayathnathin shesham aval enneyum ishtappettu thudangi... Vallatha oru anubhoodiyayirunnu macha.. Santhoshangalum sankadangalum njangal orumich pankittu.. Ettavum santhoshamaya dinangal... Annaval +2 sentoff divasam..
ennod karanju paranjadaa.. ""Namukkorikkalum orumich jeevikkan kaziyilla nammal same age anenn.."" Enthokke sahikkendi vannalum ninne njan aarkkum vittu kodukkillenn paranj njanavale ashwasippichu..  Bt vidhikk munnil njan nissahayanayirunnu.. Veettukarude edirppum avaganayum njangale piriyan nirbhandhidarakki... "Enthinuvendi nee enne ithrayum mohangal nalgi kothippichu..?" enna avalude chodyathin munnil njan utharamillade ninnu..

Bt njangal orumich kanda swapnangalum.. Aval sammanicha oru pidi ormakalum kalathin maych kalayam kaziyade innum manassine murivelppich kondirikkunnu...

Orkkunnuvo nee inn  murivetta ee hridayathe..?

പരിഹാസം

തനിക്കു കിട്ടുന്ന മാനസ്സിക സുഖത്തിനു മറ്റുള്ളവരെ തരം താഴ്ത്തുന്ന രീതി.
അഹംഭാവത്തിന്‍റ്െ അവസാന,വാക്കാണ് പരിഹാസം.....
പക്ഷെ പരിഹാസം അല്ല ഒരു മനുഷ്യ നെ തോല്‍പ്പിക്കുന്നതും വിജയിപ്പിക്കുന്നതും
പരിഹാസംത്തിലൂടെ അവനില്‍ വരുന്ന വേദനയാണ് ഇത് തീരുമാനിക്കുന്നത്......

പരിഹാസം  പൊട്ടന്‍ന്മാരുടെ അവസാന ആയുധമാണ്.....

അനുരാഗം

ആദ്യം കണ്ണുകളെ
വിസ്മരിക്കുന്ന മായാജാലമാണ്
അനുരാഗം...... പന്നീട്
നാം അറിയാതെ  മനസ്സില്‍ കടന്നുകയറുന്നു.....

ജ്വാല

എല്ലാം കത്തിച്ചു ചാരമാക്കുന്ന ജ്വാലയ്ക്ക്
മനസ്സിലെ വേദനകളെ
കത്തിച്ചു ചാരമാക്കാന്‍
കഴിയുമോ ?

Bus stop pranayam

Njan avane adhyamayyi kaanunnath bus stopil vechanu
Njan busil kayarunnathu vare avan ena thane nokki
nilkkum.
Adhyamoke ottakkayirunnu varavu,
pinne pinne frdzum koodiyayi.
Daivame frndzine kandal thane urakkathil kidannu
njettum
Collegil pala tharam style njan kanditund inganeyum style
undennu avare kandapoza enikk manassilaye.
Enik love ennu kelkunnathu thane pediyayirunu
Bcoz enikkente veetukaar aayirunnu valuth
Avante nottam kaanumbol sathyathil enikku kali kayarum.
chenn orenam pottichalo ennu pala pravashyam
alochittund but oru penkuttikku ella kaariyathinum oru
paridhi undallo.
Divasangal kadannu poyyi avante nilpinu yathoru
kuravum kandilla.
Collegillekku varumbozum pokubozum ente koode ente 2
frndsum oppam undavum avante aaa nilppu kanubo avar
ena othiri kaliyakkum ellam kondum vattaya oru avastha..
Oru divasam veettillekku thirichu povumbol avan purake
vannu, veedu kandupidikkan ulla varavanennu enikku
manassilayyi
veettil ethi thirinju nokkubo aale kanunnilla ohh bagyam
rakshapettu ennu vicharichu.
Rathriyayayyi veruthe janalil koodi nokkiyappo oru bike
chumma angottum ingottum okke pokunnu, njan
sredhichu nokki
daivame dhe avan..
adhyamokke bus stopil mathrame undayirunulu ippo dhe
veetilum
enikku sangadavum dheshyavum oru pole vannu,
veetil ithrayum naal njan ithine patti onnum paranjitilla
enikku avane ariyilla ennu arodu venamegilum parayam.
chettane ozichu angane paranjalonum chettan
vishwasikilla ennu enikku urappayirunu..
Raville veettil ninnirangi
bus stopil avan kutti adichu nilkkunndavum ennu manasil
paranj kondu njan nadannu..
Bus stop ethiyilla dhe avan ente nere nadannu varunnu,,
enikku thala karangunna polle thoonni,,
Entho chodikkan ulla varavanennu frndz paranju, avante
aduthu ethiyappol njan pedichu speedip nadannu..
"Onnu nilkkumo?? ennu avan chodichu
njan nadakkuvano oodukayano ennu enikkariyillarnnu..
pettennu njan ninnu..
"Enikku thane ishttamanu." ennu avan paranju,,,
Sharikkum pedichu nilkkuvayyirunnu njan
appol..ennallum kurach dhyriyameduthu njan chodichu
thanikku ente eth kanditta ishttapedunne??? "Enne patti
enthenkilum ninak ariyo??
Avan mindiyilla..
njan thirinju nadannu frnds ena abinadhichu
"ninte aa chodhyam kalakki avanu athinu uthram
kittiyyilla ni aaranenno ninte swabavam onnum avanu
ariyilla pinne ni chodicha chodhyathinu avan engane
uthram tharum??
Evng njan bus iranguboll avan avide thane undu ivan ithu
enthinulla purappada?? njan frndsinodu chodichu..
Njan veettil ethi chettan aduthekku vannittu chodichu ne
raville samsaricha chekkan etha???
Ente thonda vattipooyi Kanil iruttu kayarumpolle thonni
chettan enne othiri thalli..
Ariyatha kaariyathinu thallu kollumbol athinu vedhana
kurachu koodum...
Manassil njan othiri avane shapichu avan kaaranamalle
ithokke undayyeee....???
Raville bus stopil avan illa kandirunnel kurachu
parayamayyirunnu ennu njan vicharichu..
Evngilum avan avide illa
Njan veettil chennu achan ithuvare onnum ennodu
chodichittilla sathyam thurannu parayanulla dhayriyam
enikkillarnnu.
Chettan aduthekku vannu paranju.Ninte kootukkarane
njan sharikkum onnu upadhshichu vittittudu,
padikkan poyal padichittu varanam ennokke pirupiruthu.
Chettan avane viratti ennu njan vijarichu..
Raville bus stopil nilkkumbol randuper bike il vannu..
avare njan ithinu munbu njan avante koode kandittund..
Oral enodu dheshyathode paranju,
"thane patti parayana avanu neramullu athu thannodu
avanu athra ishttam ullathu konda,
molu chettanodu paranjekku chettan ippozhum nere
chowwe nadakunathu avante kaarunyam konda, allel
avanu kittiyathinte intrest sahitham ninte chettanu njangal
koduthene enn,
ath vendannu paranjath avanaaa..,
Avar pinneyum enthokkeyo parayunudayirunu...
Classil irkkumbo avante mugam ente manassillekku vannu
kodirunnu
Thallenda kaariyam undayyirunno.?! avanoru paavam
aayyirunnille.?! ennenikku thoonni..
Pinneyulla divasangalil njan avane kandilla.
avane kaanan ulla aakamsha ennil pranayam aayi
valarukayayirunnu.,
Kurachu divasam kazinju njan busstopil nilkkumbo oru
bikil avan vanniragi,
kandappol ente kanu niranju, avane kandappol enikk
ithrayum santhosham varanamegil njan avane ente
jeevanu thuliyam snehikkunund.
Avan ente aduth vannu parayan njan aagrahicha
kaariyamalla avan paranjath..
"Thannodu oru sry parayananu njan vannath. ath thante
chettane pedichalla.,
thaan ishtamlla enn paranjapo thane ellam
nirthendathaayirunu
but thanne kaanathirikkan enikku pattillayirunu..!
Iniyum thane shalyapeduthan enikku pattilla athu kond
avasanamayi onnu kaanan vannatha
Njan urugunna pole enik thonni njan kelkkan
aagrahichathu entha?? ivan parayunnathu entha??
Ivalod ippozum pazaya ishttam undo ennu frnd
chodichu..
Oru sangadathode ulla chiri avalk koduthittu avan ente
mugathekku noki paranju, potte??
Enikku pinne enne niyandhrikkan pattiyilla
Avante kay Pidichu Karanj kondu Njan paranju.
"Enikishtamanu Ee Lokath Mattedhinekaalum.

ശവശരീരം

ഒരുപാട് സ്വപ്നങ്ങള്‍
ബാക്കി വയ്ച്ചു
ഉരുകിത്തീര്‍ന്ന
മെഴുകുതിരിയാണീ ശരീരം.........

കാഴ്ചപ്പാടുകള്‍

ജീവിതത്തിലെ കൊച്ചു
കാഴ്ചപ്പാടുകളാണ്
ജീവിതത്തില്‍ നിങ്ങളുടേതായ
സത്യങ്ങള്‍.്.........

നീ

നീ അറിയാതെ പോയ
സ്നേഹം
ഞാന്‍ അറിഞ്ഞു നല്‍കിയിട്ടും
നീ അറിയാതെ,പോകുന്നു......

മനുഷ്യ സ്നേഹം

കാണാന്‍ ഭംഗിയും
സുഗന്ധവുമുള്ള പൂവാണ്
സ്നേഹം..........

കാലങ്ങളില്‍ ആ വാടിയ
പൂവ്വിനെ ഉപേക്ഷിക്കലാണ്
മനുഷ്യ സ്നേഹം...........

....

പൊട്ടാറായ ഹ്യദയം

പൊട്ടാറായ മുല്ലപ്പെരിയാര്‍
ഡാംമാണ് ഹ്യദയം
അടിക്കുമേല്‍ അടി നീ
വേദന നല്‍കുയാണ്
നിലയ്ക്കാത്ത ചോര്‍ച്ചയി ല്‍
കണ്ണീര്‍ വാര്‍ക്കുകയാണ്
ഞാന്‍.
കാലാവധി കഴിഞ്ഞ
പ്രണയത്തി അധികാരം
പറയുന്നു...

നീ ചിന്തിക്കുന്നില്ല
വേദനയില്‍ മരിക്കുന്ന ഈ
ഹ്യദയത്തെ.......

.................യുവ.................
‍

മനുഷ്യന്‍

(1)
വികാരങ്ങളും
വിചാരങ്ങളും
ചേരുന്ന സംയുക്തമാണ്
മനുഷ്യന്‍..........

ജീവിതം

മരണത്തിലേക്കുള്ള ദൂരമാണ്
ജീവിതം
ദൂരം കുറയുംന്തോറും
ജനനം അകലുന്നു.......
................(2)

............യുവ............

Manasil

Ariyathe orishttam
Ne ariyathorishttam
Nenakku ariyattorishttam
Ne arijjum verukkunna orishttam

...................(1)

Ne

Marannu poya
Vazhikalil
Nenakki
Kattirikkunna
Oru manasu

niikah

Njan +2 vilanu padikunnath ente 18 varsha jeevithattile ettavum koduthal anubhavangal undaya +2 kalam. Enik oru padu frndsund avarkellam loversum und enik ithil tere talparyamillayinnu. Oru divasam athyath sub jilla kalolsavam nadanna nov 24 annu schl kolkali teamil undyirunnu njan aval oppana teamilu. Aval ennu paranjal ente vavachi aval +1il anu padikunnath avide vechu aval ente manasil idam pidichu annu tanne ente ishtam njan avalod paranju pakshe aval onnum paranjilla pinned schlil vechu njan vendum avalod ente ishtam paranju angane kurachdivasangalk shesham athayath dec 13 schlil xmas exam nadakunna samayam aval ente aduttu vannu paranju avalk enneyum ishtamanennu njan valare hapy ayirunnu annu pinned nagalude pranayatinte divasangal ayirunnu angane xmas vacation tudangi schl potti onnu randu divasam aval enne vilichu monnam divasam enne vilichat avalude ettanayirunnu pinned angottu urakamillatha divasangal oro divasavunm oru varshatinte dairkyam angane vacation kazinju  pkshe aval schlil vannilla angane new yearinte annu aval enne vilichu paranjath avale marakanam avale oru frndayi kananam nale avalude nikah anu ennan aval paranju njan ake talarnnu poyi ippol aval ente munnilode avalude husinte kode nadakunnu njan oru mandanayi noki nilkunnu...

pranaya sallapam

റഹീ .., ഞാന്‍ നിന്നെ പ്രണയിക്കുന്നു.
ഒരു സ്വപ്നം പോലെയാണ് ഞാന്‍ അവളെ കണ്ടു മുട്ടിയത്.
ഒരു നിയോഗം പോലെയാണ് എനിക്ക് അവളോട് അനുരാഗം തോന്നിയത്.
ഈ രാത്രിക്കെന്തിനാ ഇത്രയും ദൈര്‍ഘ്യമെന്ന് ഞാന്‍ ചിന്തിച്ചിട്ടുണ്ട്.
കാരണം, എത്രയും പെട്ടെന്ന് നേരം പുലര്‍ന്നാലേ എനിക്കവളെ കാണാനൊക്കൂ..
പാതിരാവിലെ പൂര്‍ണ്ണ ചന്ദ്രന്‍ എന്‍റെ വീക്ക്നെസ്സ് ആയിരുന്നു. അവളെ കാണുമ്പോള്‍ പറയാനായി കണ്ടുവെച്ച ഡയലോഗുകള്‍ ഞാന്‍ ആ ചന്ദ്രനോട് പറഞ്ഞ് പരിശീലിക്കുമായിരുന്നു.
നേരം പുലര്‍ന്നു. ഓര്‍മ്മകളുടെ വസന്തമെന്ന് ആ ദിവസത്തെ കലണ്ടറില്‍ കുറിച്ചിട്ട് പുറത്തേക്കിറങ്ങി.
മോണിംഗ് വാക്കിനിറങ്ങിയ ചില കാരണവന്‍മാര്‍ മാത്രമാണ് റോ‍ഡില്‍ . ഞാന്‍ പതുക്കെ വടക്കോട്ടു നടന്നു. മധുരംപുള്ളി ബസ് സ്റ്റോപ്പില്‍ അവളെയും കാത്തിരുന്നു.
എല്ലാ വിധ ഭാവുകങ്ങളും നേര്‍ന്നു കൊണ്ട് ഒരിളം കാറ്റ് എന്നെ വാരിപ്പുണര്‍ന്നു. ആരോടും പറയരുതെന്ന് വഴിവക്കിലെ കൊന്നപ്പത്തലുകളോട് ഞാന്‍ ശപഥം ചെയ്യിച്ചു.
ഒടുവില്‍ കാത്തിരുന്ന നിമിഷം വന്നണഞ്ഞു.
ഇളം ചുവപ്പ് ചുരിദാറണിഞ്ഞ് കൈയ്യില്‍ പുസ്തകക്കെട്ടുമായി അവള്‍ ബസ് സ്റ്റോപ്പിലേക്ക് നടന്നു വരുന്നു.
ഞാന്‍ ചുറ്റും കണ്ണോടിച്ചു. ആരുമില്ലെന്ന് ഉറപ്പു വരുത്തി.
എന്‍റെ കൈകള്‍ വിറക്കുന്നത് തണുപ്പിന്‍റെ കാഠിന്യം കൊണ്ടാണെന്ന് സ്വയം വിലയിരുത്തി. എന്‍റെ ഹൃദയം പിടക്കുന്നത് ഉള്ളിലെ അനുരാഗം കൊണ്ടു മാത്രമാണെന്ന് പറഞ്ഞ് സമാധാനിച്ചു.
അവളും ഞാനും മാത്രമായി ബസ് സ്റ്റോപ്പില്‍…
“ഹായ് റഹീ .. എന്താണ് രാവിലെ തന്നെ…”
അവളെന്നെ നോക്കി. എന്‍റെ സകല ഞരമ്പുകളിലും രക്തം കട്ട പിടിക്കുന്നത് പോലെ. ഈ ചോദ്യം ഞാന്‍ അങ്ങോട്ട് ചോദിക്കേണ്ടതല്ലേ എന്നാണ് ആ നോട്ടത്തിന്‍റെ അര്‍ത്ഥം എന്നെന്നിക്ക് തോന്നി.
“റഹീ .. ഞാന്‍ തന്നെയും കാത്തിരിക്കുകയായിരുന്നു.”
എന്‍റെ നെഞ്ചിടിപ്പ് കൂടിക്കൂടി വരുന്നത് പോലെ.. ചുറ്റും കണ്ണോടിച്ച് ആരുമില്ലെന്ന് ഇടക്കിടെ ഉറപ്പിച്ചു കൊണ്ടിരുന്നു.
“റഹീ.. ആദ്യമേ കണ്ടപ്പോള്‍ എ…എനിക്ക് തന്നോട് തോന്നിയ .. ഒരു… ഒരു ഇഷ്ടം. I don’t know, how I can express it..”
ഉള്ളില്‍ പേടി തോന്നിയാല്‍ പിന്നെ അത് പുറത്ത് കാണിക്കാതെ സംസാരിക്കാന്‍ ഏറ്റവും നല്ല ഭാഷ ഇംഗ്ലീഷായിരിക്കും. കാരണം, മലയാളത്തില്‍ സംസാരിച്ചാല്‍ നമ്മുടെ വിറയല്‍ ആ സംസാരത്തിലൂടെ കേള്‍വിക്കാരന് തിരിച്ചറിയാന്‍ കഴിയും. ഇംഗ്ലീഷിലാവുമ്പോള്‍ അതു പറയൂന്ന എനിക്കും, കേള്‍ക്കുന്ന അവള്‍ക്കും വലിയ പിടിയൊന്നുമില്ലാത്തത് കൊണ്ട്, ഒരു വിറയല്‍ വന്നാല്‍ തന്നെ അത് ഭാഷയുടെ കുറ്റമാക്കി മാറ്റാന്‍ പറ്റും എന്നു ഞാനൂഹിച്ചിരുന്നു.
“റഹീ .. എന്തിന്, എന്തു കൊണ്ട്, എങ്ങിനെ എന്നൊന്നും എന്നോട് ചോദിക്കരുത്. അത്, ഉത്തരമില്ലാത്ത കുറെ ചോദ്യങ്ങള്‍ മാത്രമായിരിക്കും. എനിക്ക് പറയാനുള്ളത് ഇത്രമാത്രം.. എനിക്ക് തന്നെ ഒരുപാട് ഇഷ്ടമാണ്. ജീവിതത്തില്‍ എനിക്കാദ്യമായി ഒരു പെണ്‍കുട്ടിയോട് തോന്നിയ ഇഷ്ടം… റഹീ .. അത് നിന്നോടാ… I Love You Rahee.. I Love You So Much….”
അവളെന്തോ പറയാനായി തുടങ്ങിയപ്പോഴേക്കും ഞാനത് തടഞ്ഞു.
“എന്തായിരിക്കും റഹീ പറയാന്‍ പോകുന്നതെന്ന് എനിക്കറിയാം. റഹീയോട് എന്നെ ഇഷ്ടപ്പെടണമെന്ന് ഞാന്‍ പറഞ്ഞില്ലല്ലോ.. എന്‍റെ മനസ്സില്‍ തന്നോട് തോന്നിയ ഇഷ്ടം, അത് ഞാന്‍ തുറന്നു പറഞ്ഞു. പക്ഷെ, തന്‍റെ ഇഷ്ടം ഞാന്‍ ആഗ്രഹിക്കുന്നു.. പ്രതീക്ഷിക്കുന്നു… പെട്ടെന്നൊരു മറുപടി വേണ്ട. ആലോചിച്ചതിന് ശേഷം മാത്രം.”
വീണ്ടും കാണാം എന്ന് വാക്കുപറഞ്ഞ് ഞാന്‍ അവിടുന്ന് മുങ്ങി.
എന്‍റമ്മോ..! ഒരു പെണ്‍കുട്ടിയോട് എന്‍റെ ഇഷ്ടം വെട്ടിത്തുറന്ന് പറഞ്ഞപ്പോ, യുദ്ധം കഴിഞ്ഞ ഇറാഖിന്‍റെ അവസ്ഥപോലെയായി എന്‍റെ മനസ്സ്…
ബൈ  : ...........!!!!!

പ്രണയ സല്ലാപം...

sowhridam tannne pranayam

One day njan nte frmdinod parannu
Enikk oruthiye okkke aakkithada enn...
Avan parannu nokkatte enn

Aftr som dAys
Avan klassil van parannu njqn oruthiyod ninte karyam pRannittundann

Avanta parachil kettappol thanne njan ithuvare kaaanatha avale pranayichu thudangi

Bt avql avanod parannath ayaaale neril kaananam ennnanu

Angane avale kaaanan theerumanichu...

Oru dhivasam njan avalude aduth poyi
Aval madrasa vitt varukayaaayirunnu....
(nte kootukaaranum aaa madrasa yilaaanu padikkunne njanum avanum skool frnds aaanu...)

Sathyam parayallo otta nottathil thanne enikk oole ishtaaayi..

Olda karutha pardhem
Veluth melinna shareerom
Enth kondum enikk match aan enn thonni

Bt,,
First day enikk onum mindaaan ayillla
Bayankara pedy
ath kayn 2 week kayn njan pinnem chennu
Samsarichu::

Athe,
Enne manassilaayo

Aval:illa

Njan:sameer onnum parayaarille....
Aval:illla
  appozhaan enikk manassilaayath aa naayinta mon enne pattichathaaan enn...

Pinne njan nth parayum....
Pettannan njan chodhichath

Iyalu nezrin allle

Aval: mmm athe...
Nte per engane ariyaaam


Enikkavapod company aaya mathiyaarnnu pettann thanne njan chaadi kkeri parannu enikk thanne ishtamaaan enn

Aval:athinippo njan nth venam???

Che njan sherikkum chammi


A day enikk ottum urangaaan pattilla


2nd day njan avale veendum poy kandu
Aval ishtamalla enn mukhathadic parannu
Njan pinnem naaari

Pinne 2 week s purake nadannu

Angane oru dhivasamaan aval ishtamalla enn pArayaathe oru kaaryam ennod chodhichath

Iyaalu kumbalathekk (nte sthalam)
Poyaal pinne njan engane kaaanum

Annaaan machaane adhyamaayitt aval oru posittive eply thaannath

Bt ath kaynum aval ishtamalla enn thanne parannondirunnu....


Angane njan aa chapter close cheythu....


Pinnnne njan avdekk poyittillla

Angane masangapkk shesham oru call enikk vannu ath sameerinte aayirunnu


Eda my<3<3<3 ninakk koladichada aval ninne ishtamaanenn parannu njan vishvasichilla....


Njan veendum avalude aduthekk pooyi aval ishtamanu enn parannillla ....
Appo sameer kooode endaaayirunnu avan avalod parannu ninakk naaanam anenkil onn avane nokki chirichitt po penne
Aval enne nokki chirichitt poyiii


Apoo endalla nta ponn machaaanmaare e lokham kizhadakki sandhosham aayirunnu enikk


Angane enikk adhyamaayitt oru peenn veeenu



Sameere machane tenx endatta ninta frndshippinum
Avale kond pareppichathinum



Pinne yaaanu njan arinnath avan daily madrasayil vech nte kaaayam avalod parayum ennum kaliyaaakum ennum...
Anganeyaaan aval enikk veenathennum




There is a frnd behind all d lve story





If dis story publish cheyyanenenkil

tamara

Annum ithupoloru mazhakkalamaayirunnu(4 varsham munpu) mazhathullikalethattitheripichnjan schoolilek pokanulla busil chaadikkayari... Pulnaambukalil pattipidichirikuna manjuthullikaleppole busile glassile mazhathullikal enne nokki punjirichu...
Bus melle dhoorangal keezhadakkan chalichu thudangi.. Alakshyamaayi njan nte kannukale purathe mazhayilekkerinju... Purathu varnakkudakalumaayi schooline lakshamakki nadannu neengunna kurunnukal.. Avarkidayiloodepaanja nte kannukale enikk viswasikkanayilla.. Kaithandayil nullinokkium kannukal palavattam adachuthurannumnjan athoru swapanamallayennurappu varuthi..
Nte kanmunniloode aval schoolinte varanda lakshamaki Neengi ,nte bus njangalude schoolum...
Aval kannil ninnu marayunnathu vare njan kannima chimmathe nokkiyirunnu..
Pinneedulla oro divasavum bus aa schoolinteyaduthethumbol njan avale avideyellam thiranju kondirunnu pakshe niraasayayirunnu oro divasavum bhalam...
Pinne avale kaananayi Njan aval padikuna athe schoolilek maari...
Cheriyoru ragingodu koodiyayirunnu aa schoolile seniours enne varavettath..
Avale paladivasangalilum njan thedi pakshe kandilla.. Angane aa pani njanangu nirthi..
Kaalam kore kadannu poyi..
Pettennoru divasam enikente kannukale viswasikanayilla. Nte asradhaye njan pazhichu poya divasamaayirunnu ath..
Njaanirikkuna bunchinte purakile 2aamathe bunchil aval ithra kaalavum irunnittum njan kandillalloyennath enikum ningale polethane viswasikanayilla..
Pinnidulla oro divasavum enikk vasantha kaalamaayirunnu..
Ennil pranayavasantham vidarukayaayirunnu....
Kaalam kadanu poyi athu vare enikkavalod nte pranayam parayaanaayilla..
Sentofum xamum ellam valare vegathil kadannu poyi...
Palappozhum nte pranayam parayanamennundayirunnu pakshe ntho enikkathinu kazhinjilla.
Paranjal avak ennodulla frndshp pokumoyennayirunnu avayilaadyam pinneed avak enne ishtamakumo ennathayi nte aduthu prasanam.. Angane kaalam kadanu poyi..
Avale kaanan vendi njan aval padikkunna athe Colgil chernnu..
Avasaanam njan avalod nte pranayam parayaanaayi chennu..
Avale vilichu nirthi njaan chodichu enne ishtamano ennu appol aval chirichukond ente pranayam thallikkalanju.
Avalk njan avalude purake nadakunna oruthan aayirunnu
pakshe...
pakshe..
Enik aval anganallallo...
Angane athum kolamaayi...(kili poyennu parayunnathaavum kooduthal sari)Njanum chirichukond thirinju nadannu.. Kaaranam enik urappund aval enikk vidhichathanenkil enikk thanne kittumennu...
Bt aval padipikana sarine thane linadich enne tholpichu... :-(
paavam njan verorenathine anyoshich ingane nadakua...
Kittumayirikum..
Alle frndz :-)

tution class

Ende pranayam thudangiyathu ende tuition classil vechanu,

10th class thudangi divasam raavile tuition classil vechanu njan avale kaanunnathu,

kandappol thanne entho oru attraction,pinnem pinnem nokan thoni,

5aam dhivasamayi,
oru rakshayumilla, njan ende oru kootukaaranodu kaaryam paranju,avanu avale nerathe ariyam,

avan poyi kaaryam paranju,pani nice aayittonnu paali,

ithu kettathu aval karanjondu oodi vettileku,annu njan urangila,

appo njan oru kaaryam thermanichu, tuitionde samayam maatam eannu,njan evening tuitionu poyi thudangi,4divasam poyi,

pitte divasam classile ende oru frnd paranju, "eada avalku ninne ishttamada,ne tuitionde samayam maattiyathu avalku valiya sankadam aayada"

njan appo kurachu neram wonderadichu ninnu ,
next day,njan tuition pinnem raavike aaki,

aval idakidaku nokanum thudangi, pinne 1u 2u weeks kazhijappol njan ende number koduthu,adhyam aval vendannu paranju,bt pinne aval medichu,

every saturday and sunday njan avale kaanan avalde veedinde froundilude cyclelil pogum,aval missedcall adippikkum,that means ippo sitoutill aval undu eannu,appo njan irangum,

ippo aval illathe jeevikkan pattathathu poleyayi,oru dhivasam avalde swaram kettille entho oru dhukkam,


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