Aval maraju

Pranayam naimishikamay njan kndirunilla vanchanayude thee paruna kannukal undayirunilla oru kollam karanu palakadu kariyodu thoniya pranayam thirakulla jeevithathinidayilum avale kanathirikano mindathirikano eaniku kazhinjirunilla aa amulya nimishangalil njan pranayathinte theevratha arinju avale kanan rathriyeno pakaleno ellathe aval work cheyuna first sorce enna sthapanathil pokumayirunu oduvil avidethane job vangi ente pranayam avalil ninnu nashtapedathirikan entho chila karanagalal avalenne vidheshathu pokan nirbhanthichu njan athinu vidheyanakendi vannu manasila manasode njan yathrayay athu oru tharam atipayikalanu manasilakan eaniku kazhinjila 2 masam job cheythu njan tirike ponnu karanam avalude ormakal ayirunu manasil njan eathiyapozhekum aval ekm officil ninnum risin vangi poyirunu avale njan phn vilichu eadukundayirunila kurachu divasam kazhinjapol phn off njan vtl nomberil shalyapeduthikonde erunu oduvil aval attendu cheythitu parayukaya namukelam mathiyakamenu engane penkutikalku ethu parayan kazhiyunu ella cotactum ellathakki aval vidhoorathayil aval maranju njanu avalude ormakalum thanichai maranathinu pidikodukila njan allayo ente gopike nee matoralinu swanthamakunathu vare njan ninne kathirikum

by
pradeesh mangalath
(fan)
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Avale snehikkunnu orupadu.

enikipol 18 age ith nadakunnath njan +2 padikumbol njan vere schooli um avalum oru divasam njan avalude schoolinte aduth nilkumbol school vitta samayam ente best frnd anu avale kaanichu thannu ennit ennod paranju avale nokkan njan annanu avale adym.ayi kaanunath njan adym ath karym.akkiyilla pinne njan avale nokkan thirumanichu appol njangal +1 il ayirunnu agane kaalam kazhinju poi +2 ayi njan alpam vellam okke adikum ciggerat valikum pinne politics work und agane oru divasam njan beer adichu ente aa frnd nte veettil.nilkuvayirunnu njan avanodu paranju enikavale kaananm en avan paranju ne innu poi avalod chodikuvanel pokam en njan sammathichu njangal poi agane adym.avalude oru frnd nod paranju vittu aval chirichond odi pinne njan nerittu poi chodichu appol aval ishtam.anennu paranju appom.njan no koduthu vilikan paranju aval annu rathri miss adichu njan vilichu pinne atha avalude cousinte phone ayirunnu ath kond pinne vilikan anuvadam ilayieunnu pinne njan avalk lettar ezhuthi 2 divasam kazhinj aval reply thannu appol.anu njan ariyinnath avalk achanum ammayum.illan oru chettan mathram ollu ayal gul filanu aval cousin  te vittil ninnu padikunath pinne.njangal kuduthal aduthu aval padikan midukki ayirunnu agane avalk njan phone vangi koduth pinne kuduthal aduthu oru divasam njangal thammil vazhakundai aval annu paranju ellam nirtham agane okke njan kurach neram sry okke paranju but athonum aval kettila pinne njanum vendanu vachu pitte divasam najn paranju phone thirichu venam en annu strike ayirunnu pettanavl paranju illa njan annerayhe deshym kond paranjatha ennoke njan ath mind cheyithilla pinne ente frndz okje vannu paranju njangal pinnayum aduthu agane kurw kalam kazhinj oru adi undayi enik nattil ninnym mari nilkendi vannu avide vach ente oru frnd vilichu paranju eda aval sheriyalla avale videan avan paranju avante oru frnd ne aval vilikarund ennokke agane najnum avalum pinnayum odakki njan thirich nattil vannu but avale kanan pattiuola avalk msg ofr thirnnu agane njan avalk msh ayachu ellam.nirtham nale enik phone venam en aval anju rathri aarudayo phone vanhi n a vilichu avale nale vilikanam enu paranju najn vilichu appol oru pad karayuka okke cheyithu enjit aval paranju avalude vittilot chellan njan adym poilla pinne poi pinnayum njan gal onjichu appol pinne enik nattil ninnum.pokendi vannu njan poi kurach divasam kazhinjapol aval paranju avalk n a kaanam enu pinne njan thirichu vannju pinne oru 2 divasam kazhinju cheriyam oru sowundarya pinakkam undayi ath kazhinjapol njan paranju enika avale kanam en apol avalum sammadichu njan avalude vitil poi annu but avalude oru cousin avide keri vannu avalude phone kandu n a kandilla avanu avale ishtam ayirunny appol avan avale enthakkayo paranjit poi njan thirichu ponnu ayh kazhinj avalude phone swich off ayi enik pettanu mari nilkendu vannu ath avalod paranyan.pattiyilla 2 divasam kazhinj njan avale vilichu njan njetti poi avalude kuttukari anu phone eduthath aval ennod paranjh avalude viitil bhayangara vazhak ayirunu avalude cheytan.okke arinju ath kond aval phone kuttu kariyude kayil.koduthot thirich kodujan.parnju njan.ith arinjapol thanne nattil vannu pitte divasam njan avalude schoolinu munnil poi aval mind cheyithilla njan lettar koduth reply kittiyilla najan pinnayum koduth agane oru divasam.reply kitti namuk ini pazhayath polonnum venda kandal.mindam chirikkam pinne samayam.akumbol vittil vannh chodichal mathi appol njan paranju enik athinu thalparym illa en pinne aval.onnum paranjilla njaum agane ath kazhinjit ippol 10 maasam kazhinju njan ipolum avale snehikunnu orupadu........ :-( :-( :-(

Ethanu pranayam.

Njn oru penkuttye snehichu..4 varsham..rend varsham purake nadanu..rendu varshm relationil ayrnu...avl last yr natil ninu coimbtr poy..enitum njn avle mnthly avde poy kanumayrnu..idak oru cherya karythnu njngal thamil vazhakitu.athu kazhnju avl parayunu avlk ini continue chyn thalparym ilenu.njn veendum coimbtr poy avle kandu sorry parnju.enit avl onum kelkan ninila.athu kazhnju njn vilichal call attnd chyilayrnu..last week njn vilichapo call attnd chythu friendly ay samsarchu.njn vicharchu elam ok ayi kanumenu.enit ipo avl parayuma namuk nala friends ay irkam enoke.avlk vere areyo ishtma ok paranjote enoke enod chothknu.nth chymenu enikaryla.ake vatay irkma.avl cool ay chirichonda samsarkne

Itrye ulo oru grlnte luv..njn atrkum avle snehichupoy.nth chymena aryla.

By
Fan

Friendship failures

Njan oru love failure alla. Bt njanoru frndshp failure aanu. Ente best frnd ammu..
Njanavale ente jeevanekal snehichirunu. Mattarekal mattendhinekal eniku valuthu avalum avalude frndshpum airunu. Njangal valare happy aairunu. Bt ennu aval ennekal ente frndshpnekal avalude lover ne snehikunu,athine ethirtha kondavanam ennu njanavalku aarumallathairikunu. Enne aval verukkunnu..
Frnds lifel lover vannal best frndne marakkunathu seriyano?
Enkilum ennum njanavalkai kathirikunu. Karanam avalude frndshpnekal valuthala enikonnum..

Avoiding

Njan orale snehkunund.but avan ene ipo avoid cheyanu.avn end ishtamanenu parajhapol njn ozhjhu mariyadhanu but ene avn matiyeduthu.ent avasanam avn parajhu avnte umakishtapeta kutye avn ktolu enum.avanu vendi njn endhum sahkan thayaranu.avnku orupad kadangalund.adhnu vendi njn ente goldnte vala kodthu avn adh vtu avnte aniyane padipikan cash ktvechu.but avn nte sneham manasilakunila.1 mnthnulil ente encgmt undavm njn avanu vendi wait cheyano..ipo avn ene avoid chyuna poleyanu.njan orupad vshamikunund

Endh cheyanamenu enkarela enkavante onum venda sneham mathram madhy.

By
Achu
(fan)

Marannu poya kalam...

Egadhesam 1 year aayi ende lv break up ayitte.njngal adhym bst frndz ayirunu.ende chrctr ishtapetitte avl enod ishtamanu paranju.njnum avle viswasich thirichum snhichu.palarudeyum lv break up ayi povunadh kand pedich njn avlod palapozhum chodhichu. "nee enne vittu pokumo" ennu.avl orikkalum illa ennu paranj ene aaswasipichu.but vaikadhe avlde vtil njngalude lv matr arinju.a small prblm.pineed avlil kure maattangal undayi kondirunu.orutharam avoiding ayirunu.njn orupad vedhanichu.suddenly one day njn avlem kaath bus stopil nikukayayirunu.avl karanj kond ennod vannu paranju "enik nine ishtamalla ini ende pinnale vararudh" ennum paranj thirinj nadannadha.pala vatam njn avlod samsarichengilum avl ishtamala enu paranjadhinu karanam paranjitilla idh vare.pineed kandalum ariyatha pole ende muniloode avl nadanu pokum.adh kanumbol sahikan pattila.innu vare avl thirich vanittilla..ullilulla sangadangal arodum parayan pattadhe 1 varshamayi njn ottak thakarnna swapngalumayi...pakshe avlipol elam marannu..ellaam ene polum

By
(Fan)

നിനക്കായ്

Njan Hareesh.Njan 6th classile padikumbole njangalude schoolile oru peene kuttye kandu.Kandapade enike avale eshthamai but appo vayangare serious love ayyerunila.
Avale 7th class ayyerunu.Ene kalle 3 month vellude avale
       Engane 4 year kazhinghu njangalk 10m class QIP class thudangi 10.30 manike ethuna njan oru divasam 7.30ne schoolileke purapattu.
Townile ethi businde stepine irangumo bus standle ivalum friendum evale kandapo santhoshathile ende jeemo poyede polle thoni.
    Peene njan daily ravilthe QIP classile vannegond indairunu.Vaygit class cut cheyyede Evale nokane pokuge ayyerunu enike daily ede tane jolly avasanam avale vettinde aduth vare pogane thudangi.
Avasanam avalk manassilai avale enike vayangare nokikond indairunu.
Enode oru nainda mone paranjhu avalk facebonk und ene engane njan oru new account thudangi avalude name ille search cheyyedu facebookinde kurich onum ariyate njan add cheyyedila but avalude photo avalude accountine download cheyyede ende accountileke upload cheyyedu onum ariyathe avalude photo ende accountile profile photo vare cheyyede vechu

INI SHERIKUM LOVE FAILURE KADHA

E karyam avalude vettile arinjhu vayangare prashnam ayye prashnam ayya karyam njan arinjirunila next day vaygit dhairiyale njan avale veruna vaille njan ninu vayangare chuddile njan ende adutheke vanu.
Njan oddi avale townile urakke paranjhu "DHAIRIYAM UNDENGILE NILK NAINDA MONE ENE" enike paranjhade kettila ende friendinode vane avale paranjhu "avanode para facebookine ende photo delete cheyye ene paranjhu" aval theri velichedile tethe undo???
Njan photo delete cheyyedu vendum njan avalude backile poye mind cheyyunedairunila. Avassanam vayangare prashnam tane avalude vette kare police complente cheyyan vare poye enange avale 5-6 tavana vittu engilum vedan manass verunila ende shaliyam sahikane pathade avalude family members avale bangalore padikane ayyechu avale ene love cheyyunila ene urappa  avalk vendi merikane pollum njan ready avale enike kettilenge enike vatte pedikum ellenge njan merikum njan ende cheyyenu???? Njan oru otta peenine snehichede ullu ade aval matram..

കരയുന്ന ഹ്യദയം

enik parayaan kure ere und bt ellaamonnum parayunnilla kurach parayaam ...
njn +1 il padikkumbozhanu aale parijayapettath.... aadyammokke avalk enne kaanunnath thanne ishtamallaayirunnu ... karanam ariyende ente pazhe lvr avlde frnd aayirunnu lover enn paranja angottum ingottum orumichonnum snehichittillaa ttoo enik avalodu ishtam thonniyappo avalk ingottu thonniyilla  kurach kaaalam kazhinjittanenkilum ente sneham aval arinju bt its tooo late appozhekkum athu avlde bro yum arinjirunnu aa broo aaraanennoo ente frnd bt ath enikk areelaayirunnu angane aanu aval ente enemy aayath ... ithonnumalla katha .. angane avalk enne manasilaayi njangal kooduthal aduthu ella daysum vili aayi angane oru divasam correct paranja 19-01-2009  11:32am aval ennodu paranju enne ishaann ohfff at that time entummmooo .. angane aa ishtavumaayi kure naal poyi pineed schoolilekk pokumbo nammal orumichaayirunnu pokaru vere oru kaaryam parayaan marannu appo njaan aa schoolil undaayirunnulla purathaayirunnu .....  purathaakkiyatha njn nallonom padikkunnaayiit :-D ..angane.aval  +2 kazhinju aval +2kazhinjappozhum enik oru tensionum indaayirunnillaa kaaranam avale kandilleelum avalde manasil ninn maayillaan oru aathmaviswaasamundaayirunnu  angane njn ente jobum thudangi oru vandi undaayirunnu kayyil athum kondarkenkillum evideyenkilum pokanundenki pokum paisa kittum snehikkumbo orupaadu chelavalle  athu kond panavum venam fatherinte brother gulfilek vilichu njm poyilla kaaranam ang poyal panam kittim bt aval ottaykkaavilllee ennoorth ... angane aval +2 kazhinju pc thomasinte aduth entrance cochinginu cheran theerumaanichu aathinidayil ente fathrr enik purath pokaan thalparyamillathath kondu oru vandi irakki thanu . innova. njan ath eduth athyaavashym tripokke pokum angane ival thrissurilek poyi pokunnathinte thale divasam njn avale kaanan avalde veettinte aduth poyi  avidunn fob vilichappo aval paranju daa njn nale pokum enik ninne kaanaand nikkaan vayya enn ath  kettappo santhoshavum sangadavumaanu thooniath santhosham ene snehikkaan anikkayi oru pennund ennum sangadam  aval eni ente aduth ninnum kure doorathekkaanu pokunnathen angne petten njn vandi move cheyth dishum  andi thatti bt ithokke oru swapnamaayi aayirunu enikk an fl cheythth bikele aalinde bone frctr aayi  father vilakki eni nee veetil ninnum irangi povaruthenn njn fll down aayi pitte divasama aval pokunnath aval enne vilichuparanju daa nale njn pokumbo nee eanthaayaalum varnae enn  mng 5 am ina train angane njn povan therumanichu bt fthr ariyaan paadilaa angane mngil ente oru frnd bikumaayi ethi njnangal railwy stinil ethi avalekandi avalede mukathu oro thavana nokkumbozhum ente kannu niranju avalde aa kaannukal nokki enikk ann vaayikann pattunnath eni aval thiricchu varillaa ennathu pole aayirunnuu..  blnce if any bdy intersted iwill sent .....   

ഇല്ലാതായ സൗഹൃദം

My 1 frndz lyf told to me by her 
"Nte vetil karyam arinju.. Vettil arijathukonde avare vishamipikanda enne vichariche njagal 2perum vishamamundegilum  njagade relation nirthi...
(then some conversation with me njan avalode relation thudarnnudenoke chodichu)

enthayalum ithrem paranja
nilayil ellam parayam...
avanippo vere lovr aayi...
avante oru frndnu avane
bayankara
ishtayrnu..praanth pidicha
ishtam.. ee prblms oke
undayappo njn aa kuttyodum
ivanodum samsarich avarde
karyam ok aaki.. adyam
onnum avanu patiyirunilla... "manasil nine vech purame
avale premicha ath cheating
alledi"oke chochu...pinne
paranj paranj sariyaki...ippo
avan avale ishtapett
thudangi...
oru galnte lyf undavunna
etavum valya vishama aa
tymil undava. ishtapetta aale vere oruthiku kodkanu
parayumbo...ho chavan
thonum.... avalk avan enne
kurich parayunath ishtalla...so
njn ippo avane cntct
cheyyarilla... aval idak vilikum...

satisfaction

machanea enikum undayirinu oru pranayam sorry
othiri pranayam
but seriousayi oranam matram....oalu ennea oombikukayum cheythu......enthu cheyun....i still love him....
marakan pattunilla...
njan plus padikunnakalathu.....
oru mudalmachulla ucha neram....njan oalea kandu....pinnayum pinnayum kanan manasu pinnayum kothichu.....njan ntea manasodu thanea chodichu ithano pranayam.
finally i goat answer ithu thanayanu pranayam...vinnayithadi diloge sheriyanu kathal thedi pokan mudiyathu athu actual nammileaku varum.....ohhh...i dont know how to express my feeling........avaludea purakea pala pravisham nadanu....but no rasha.....finally njan avalodu nerittu parayan vicharichu but nadanilla
..athinu mumbu nallavaraya frndsu sorry nanban mar chennu parachu...apole avan marodu aval parachu poda pattiiii.........monea .....athinu preathikarathinayi njan avaludea mubil.....first time face to face ninnu....pinea nadanathu onnum arum kettilla ....karanam njan onnum parachilla...enik pattiyilla atha sathiyam bcz i truly love you
....but enthakea ayalum aval aaa nilpil veenu enik but after one month x am start cheythu...odikathea villa rathiriyinnilla pakalinilla...but x am sheasham njan dubaiku poi.enik avalea oru pravisham polum vilikan pattiyilla......njan madaghi vannapol njanum avalum puthiya reeethiyil puthiya. clgil chernirinu......so contact poyiii...avalodu njan pala thavana sry patachakillum mind cheyunillaa.....eee vishamaom theerkan njan vera oralea set aaaki...but enik enik satisfaction undayilla.....njan vedannu vechu bcz i really love her...i miss u.....i want reopen this case wat i do

Unfriend love

2 varsham orumichu padichittum school jeevitham avasanikunna nimishangalilanu njangal aduthath annuvare avalod njan samsarichitu polumillayirunnu pakshe pinned avalod samsarikathirikan kazhiyillayirunnu....., njan avale avasanamayi kandath 2013 m arch lanu pnned ithuvare njan avale kanditilla but phon vilikumayirunnu ra- pakalillathe angane njangal orupadu aduthu en ishtam njan avalodu thurannu paranju....., adhyam visammathichenkilum kurachu nalukal kazhinju aval yes paranju....., pakshe orupadu nalukal neendu poyilla aa santhosham ptananu ath sambavichath njangal thammil ver pirinju....., karanam matonnumalla avalku njan oru fb acnt eduth koduthu ath mathiyallo jeevitham thakaran....., njan ipol unfrnd

മരിക്കാതെ ആ സ്നേഹം

..Neril kaanunnadnu munbae snehich todangyetha njan avane..
Cheriya karyangalil deshyam kaanikkæm, njan vitt povuo enna veshmathl ene kude kond nadakkem cheyda oruthan. Ariyaam enik, avanu ene ishtamaanenn. Pakshe etratolam, eth arthathl enonum enik ariyumaayrnilla.

Kochu kuttigalude polthe vaashi, posesivnes, idellaam avanum ndayrnu.adukond tanne snehichu njanum. Aarenglum avnod chodicha parayum njn avante bestfrenda'nn, pakshe enne adilere snehichirunnu.

Manasukond njanum ennæ avane snehichu tudangyetha.pakshe paranjilla, kaaranam avante sankalpangalile hoori'kk munnil njan onnumaayirunilla. Kude ninn kodthu,ella besfrndinem pole, mattu grlsne pranayikaan suportaayi. Avanum ath orupad enjoy cheydu.

Enno orikal, oru vazhakkinidayil pirinjirunna nimishangalil avan arinju..avn enne snehichirunnu enn. Njanillaathe avanu sndosham abhinayikkaan polum kazhyunnilla enn.
Vilichu chodichu- "enteth maathramaavaan ni thayyaaraano enn".

Karanju njan.. Avanil ninn njan aagekude agrahicha onna ith. Deivam und.ann ath enik bodhyamaayi.
Karanj theertha ratrikalkum, prarthicha oro nimishangalkum deivam enikith tannu.:)

Samsarichapo avn enod paranjath: "njanariyaathe, enne ariyikkaathe nte ponnuu neeyenne orupad snehichu.iniyum ad njn kaanan sramichillenkil deivam enod porukkilla.."

Ann mudal avn ene snehikkunnu..ottum vedanipikkaathe. Ethoru penkuttiyum agrahikkunnathpole <3

pakshe pranayam vivahathl chennethaan bhagyam cheyyanam. Ente vtl njanith samsarichu.avark ente ishtam aanu valuth.
Pakshe avante vtl sammatham alla..
Ee oru prashnam kaaranam njangalude lf'l ipo veshmam maatrae olu..

Orikkalum avnte sneham aavaan kazhiyilla enn karuthya enik, inn oru janmam muzhvan orkaanulla sneham nte kutti nk tannitund. E janmam muzhvan enik avane snehikanam.
Vivaham.adinu avnte veetl sammadikum enn pradikshkunnu.ennengilum.

..Njan kaathirunnolaam..avarde sammadathinaayi.
..coz i honestly dusnt know how to live widout him.. :(

Yours Ponnu..<3
..

"Njangal relatn'l aayt ipo 1yr kazhnju.
Snehikknd avn enne, oruad. Tirch enikum jeevanaanu.
Orae age aanu. Veetlum paranjitnd. Besfrnds aayi todangiya relation pranayam aayi maariyath ennaa'nn rand perkum ariyilla.
Njan avne snehchtund.avaneyae snehchtullu. Aa snehathl avanu puurna viswasom und enod.
Pakshe avanu..avanu ene matrayt snehkan kazheenilla. Christiansine valiya ishtava ton'nu..avnte gf christn aanu. Avnte aniyathinte clasmate'a kutti. Aarum ariyathe ulla oru pranayam.

Ene snehcha adae tymla avalem snehchath.. Idak njn avnod chodikarund avalekurch, pakshe kallamae parayarullu enod. Contactilla kaanaarilla enoke. Kallamaayrnittum njanath viswasikum.atra ishtayrnu enik.

Ivantathra bhangiyonumla enik..enkilum ishta. Avante gf aa cristian kochaanenki oru super beauty'um. Velutha oru sundarikkoch, nalla mudiyum.
Aval enod samsarikkaaroke und.pkshe avardae ishtam enik ariyillayrnu.enod randuperum paranjirnilla.
Elam arinjapo enik vedanichu.nallapole. Karanam avanu njn ella swathanthryavm kodtirnu, verortye snehkanulla adhikaaram polum. Otta cnditionae njn parnjulu- "angane verorthye ishtondenki adennod paranjitt venam" enn matram.
Veettl orupad prashnam sahcha njan avne snehchath.enitm avn enik tirich tannath vedna matram.

Avar tammilullath enda enn innum enikariyilla. Endna enodingne cheydadnnum arila.
Avardæth pranayam aayrnenki..,
pne njangalkedayl undayrnath endaanu.?

Ishtaanu. Bt tirich enod ullath satyam aaya oru pranayam allenki enikkith venda.
I wud lov to liv alon, dan b dserted 4 his girls.
(kindly dnt reveal the name)

orupad ishtayrnu <3

Ente cousinaanu avne enik frndaayi tannath.enikoru nalla hapnes aayirikum avnte cmpny enn vech. Aa parijayam njn polum ariyathe pneed besfrnd relatn aayi.
Frnshp'nn vecha athrek.epzhum kude venam ennayrnu randalkum.enth hapnesum adyam poyi parayua avanoda. Valye deshyakkaarana, oruad vazhak parnjitnd ene.pakshe adlere snehchtm und :) Posesiv ayrnu aal,nallapole. Epzhum vazhakka njngl tamml.bt apotanne ad maaruem cheyum.frnsokke epzhum kaliyakum..rasernu,elam. <3

Idekepzho ishtayi todangi.. Ara adyam prposeyde enonum ormayilla, bt randperkum tamml jeevanayrnu.korae naal snehchu..agrahkaavnnadilum ereyayt.jeevichirna 22 varshathnidayl njn sandoshathodae irna 2 varshangal..avante bestfrndayi, avnte pranayamaayi.

Randuperum same age aanu. Njan ipo padikuanu, avnu joliyum. Orae relign, famly status elam.
Veetl ishtam parnjapo ente vtl adyam edirpillayrnu,bt pne pne pblms todangi.avrum edirpa ipo.
Avante parents lov mrg ayrnu, adond tanne avar id orikalum sammadikkila, oru lov mariag.. Pranayich vivaham cheydal lifil orikalum hapnes undavilla ennaanu avarude bhagam.
Aareyum edirth parayan njanilla.
Enik ishtaanu.avanum. Ente sneham ætom kudtal ariyaavnath avanu matraanu.orupad.
elavrum sammadich oru vivaham nadakum enn e naal vare pradikshchirnu. Pkshe ini ad undavilla.
Avanum ipo njn venda enn töni todangiyittnd. Ad avnte pravarthikalil njn kaan'nd. Avnte famlye avanu venam,vedanpkan veyya. Pkshe njn vedaniknath matram avan kaan'nilla.

Adyamoke orupad snehcht, vtl edirpaayapothek ozhvaki povan matramae avn snehchirnullo? Atho kaalam kadann povm thörum sneham illathaavuo?
..angneyayrnenki pne enik matram endae piriyan itra veshmam? :(

..ariyilla..avne njn atramatram snehiknd.

Avane orupadu snehichu...

Njan ennu muthalanu avane snehichu thudangyenu ariyila..ormavacha nalu muthal njan avane snehichirunu..njangal randu perum ishtamanamenu thuranu paranjitumila.angane varshangalku sesham avan ennodu avante manasu thuranu..eniku petanu enthu parayanamenariyilarnu.eanalu pite divasam avanodu njanum ishtamanenu paranju..pineed angotu pranayathinte dhinangalarnu...njan karuthiyathu pandathe ishtam ithreyum varshangal kazhinjitum nilanilkunathu sathyamanenu..enal ente karuthalukal thetarnu..avane njan athmarthamayi snehichitum.avanu ellam thamashayarnu.avanu vere penumayi ishtamundarnu..enne avan snehichitupolumilarnu...avane njan arekalum upari snehichirunu..eanitum avan enne manasilakila...but friends njan avane ipozhum snehikunu..thirichu varilanarinjitum

എന്ന് വേദനയോടെ........

My lost love..
ItZ not a  story..itz mY life..
Ente +2 life
Athayirunnente swargam enn njan ariyunnu...

Pudiya schoolinte padavukal kayarumbol manassil oru nooru chodyangalayirunnu.. Pudiya koottukar.. Pudiya adyapakar.. Angine paladum..
Kurach divasangalkk shesham... Adyamay njanavale kandu... Ente pennine.. Adya kazchayil thanne njan daivathod prarthichu.. Ee kochu sundariye ente jeevida pankali aakki tharanee enn..
Pinneedulla oro dinavum avalod adukkanulla shramamayirunnu.. Oru paad kashtappettenkilum njan ente ishtam avale ariyichu.. Bt ella penkuttikaleyum polethanne avalum negativ ayi prathikarichu.. Kurach divasathe kadina prayathnathin shesham aval enneyum ishtappettu thudangi... Vallatha oru anubhoodiyayirunnu macha.. Santhoshangalum sankadangalum njangal orumich pankittu.. Ettavum santhoshamaya dinangal... Annaval +2 sentoff divasam..
ennod karanju paranjadaa.. ""Namukkorikkalum orumich jeevikkan kaziyilla nammal same age anenn.."" Enthokke sahikkendi vannalum ninne njan aarkkum vittu kodukkillenn paranj njanavale ashwasippichu..  Bt vidhikk munnil njan nissahayanayirunnu.. Veettukarude edirppum avaganayum njangale piriyan nirbhandhidarakki... "Enthinuvendi nee enne ithrayum mohangal nalgi kothippichu..?" enna avalude chodyathin munnil njan utharamillade ninnu..

Bt njangal orumich kanda swapnangalum.. Aval sammanicha oru pidi ormakalum kalathin maych kalayam kaziyade innum manassine murivelppich kondirikkunnu...

Orkkunnuvo nee inn  murivetta ee hridayathe..?

പരിഹാസം

തനിക്കു കിട്ടുന്ന മാനസ്സിക സുഖത്തിനു മറ്റുള്ളവരെ തരം താഴ്ത്തുന്ന രീതി.
അഹംഭാവത്തിന്‍റ്െ അവസാന,വാക്കാണ് പരിഹാസം.....
പക്ഷെ പരിഹാസം അല്ല ഒരു മനുഷ്യ നെ തോല്‍പ്പിക്കുന്നതും വിജയിപ്പിക്കുന്നതും
പരിഹാസംത്തിലൂടെ അവനില്‍ വരുന്ന വേദനയാണ് ഇത് തീരുമാനിക്കുന്നത്......

പരിഹാസം  പൊട്ടന്‍ന്മാരുടെ അവസാന ആയുധമാണ്.....

അനുരാഗം

ആദ്യം കണ്ണുകളെ
വിസ്മരിക്കുന്ന മായാജാലമാണ്
അനുരാഗം...... പന്നീട്
നാം അറിയാതെ  മനസ്സില്‍ കടന്നുകയറുന്നു.....

ജ്വാല

എല്ലാം കത്തിച്ചു ചാരമാക്കുന്ന ജ്വാലയ്ക്ക്
മനസ്സിലെ വേദനകളെ
കത്തിച്ചു ചാരമാക്കാന്‍
കഴിയുമോ ?

Bus stop pranayam

Njan avane adhyamayyi kaanunnath bus stopil vechanu
Njan busil kayarunnathu vare avan ena thane nokki
nilkkum.
Adhyamoke ottakkayirunnu varavu,
pinne pinne frdzum koodiyayi.
Daivame frndzine kandal thane urakkathil kidannu
njettum
Collegil pala tharam style njan kanditund inganeyum style
undennu avare kandapoza enikk manassilaye.
Enik love ennu kelkunnathu thane pediyayirunu
Bcoz enikkente veetukaar aayirunnu valuth
Avante nottam kaanumbol sathyathil enikku kali kayarum.
chenn orenam pottichalo ennu pala pravashyam
alochittund but oru penkuttikku ella kaariyathinum oru
paridhi undallo.
Divasangal kadannu poyyi avante nilpinu yathoru
kuravum kandilla.
Collegillekku varumbozum pokubozum ente koode ente 2
frndsum oppam undavum avante aaa nilppu kanubo avar
ena othiri kaliyakkum ellam kondum vattaya oru avastha..
Oru divasam veettillekku thirichu povumbol avan purake
vannu, veedu kandupidikkan ulla varavanennu enikku
manassilayyi
veettil ethi thirinju nokkubo aale kanunnilla ohh bagyam
rakshapettu ennu vicharichu.
Rathriyayayyi veruthe janalil koodi nokkiyappo oru bike
chumma angottum ingottum okke pokunnu, njan
sredhichu nokki
daivame dhe avan..
adhyamokke bus stopil mathrame undayirunulu ippo dhe
veetilum
enikku sangadavum dheshyavum oru pole vannu,
veetil ithrayum naal njan ithine patti onnum paranjitilla
enikku avane ariyilla ennu arodu venamegilum parayam.
chettane ozichu angane paranjalonum chettan
vishwasikilla ennu enikku urappayirunu..
Raville veettil ninnirangi
bus stopil avan kutti adichu nilkkunndavum ennu manasil
paranj kondu njan nadannu..
Bus stop ethiyilla dhe avan ente nere nadannu varunnu,,
enikku thala karangunna polle thoonni,,
Entho chodikkan ulla varavanennu frndz paranju, avante
aduthu ethiyappol njan pedichu speedip nadannu..
"Onnu nilkkumo?? ennu avan chodichu
njan nadakkuvano oodukayano ennu enikkariyillarnnu..
pettennu njan ninnu..
"Enikku thane ishttamanu." ennu avan paranju,,,
Sharikkum pedichu nilkkuvayyirunnu njan
appol..ennallum kurach dhyriyameduthu njan chodichu
thanikku ente eth kanditta ishttapedunne??? "Enne patti
enthenkilum ninak ariyo??
Avan mindiyilla..
njan thirinju nadannu frnds ena abinadhichu
"ninte aa chodhyam kalakki avanu athinu uthram
kittiyyilla ni aaranenno ninte swabavam onnum avanu
ariyilla pinne ni chodicha chodhyathinu avan engane
uthram tharum??
Evng njan bus iranguboll avan avide thane undu ivan ithu
enthinulla purappada?? njan frndsinodu chodichu..
Njan veettil ethi chettan aduthekku vannittu chodichu ne
raville samsaricha chekkan etha???
Ente thonda vattipooyi Kanil iruttu kayarumpolle thonni
chettan enne othiri thalli..
Ariyatha kaariyathinu thallu kollumbol athinu vedhana
kurachu koodum...
Manassil njan othiri avane shapichu avan kaaranamalle
ithokke undayyeee....???
Raville bus stopil avan illa kandirunnel kurachu
parayamayyirunnu ennu njan vicharichu..
Evngilum avan avide illa
Njan veettil chennu achan ithuvare onnum ennodu
chodichittilla sathyam thurannu parayanulla dhayriyam
enikkillarnnu.
Chettan aduthekku vannu paranju.Ninte kootukkarane
njan sharikkum onnu upadhshichu vittittudu,
padikkan poyal padichittu varanam ennokke pirupiruthu.
Chettan avane viratti ennu njan vijarichu..
Raville bus stopil nilkkumbol randuper bike il vannu..
avare njan ithinu munbu njan avante koode kandittund..
Oral enodu dheshyathode paranju,
"thane patti parayana avanu neramullu athu thannodu
avanu athra ishttam ullathu konda,
molu chettanodu paranjekku chettan ippozhum nere
chowwe nadakunathu avante kaarunyam konda, allel
avanu kittiyathinte intrest sahitham ninte chettanu njangal
koduthene enn,
ath vendannu paranjath avanaaa..,
Avar pinneyum enthokkeyo parayunudayirunu...
Classil irkkumbo avante mugam ente manassillekku vannu
kodirunnu
Thallenda kaariyam undayyirunno.?! avanoru paavam
aayyirunnille.?! ennenikku thoonni..
Pinneyulla divasangalil njan avane kandilla.
avane kaanan ulla aakamsha ennil pranayam aayi
valarukayayirunnu.,
Kurachu divasam kazinju njan busstopil nilkkumbo oru
bikil avan vanniragi,
kandappol ente kanu niranju, avane kandappol enikk
ithrayum santhosham varanamegil njan avane ente
jeevanu thuliyam snehikkunund.
Avan ente aduth vannu parayan njan aagrahicha
kaariyamalla avan paranjath..
"Thannodu oru sry parayananu njan vannath. ath thante
chettane pedichalla.,
thaan ishtamlla enn paranjapo thane ellam
nirthendathaayirunu
but thanne kaanathirikkan enikku pattillayirunu..!
Iniyum thane shalyapeduthan enikku pattilla athu kond
avasanamayi onnu kaanan vannatha
Njan urugunna pole enik thonni njan kelkkan
aagrahichathu entha?? ivan parayunnathu entha??
Ivalod ippozum pazaya ishttam undo ennu frnd
chodichu..
Oru sangadathode ulla chiri avalk koduthittu avan ente
mugathekku noki paranju, potte??
Enikku pinne enne niyandhrikkan pattiyilla
Avante kay Pidichu Karanj kondu Njan paranju.
"Enikishtamanu Ee Lokath Mattedhinekaalum.

ശവശരീരം

ഒരുപാട് സ്വപ്നങ്ങള്‍
ബാക്കി വയ്ച്ചു
ഉരുകിത്തീര്‍ന്ന
മെഴുകുതിരിയാണീ ശരീരം.........

കാഴ്ചപ്പാടുകള്‍

ജീവിതത്തിലെ കൊച്ചു
കാഴ്ചപ്പാടുകളാണ്
ജീവിതത്തില്‍ നിങ്ങളുടേതായ
സത്യങ്ങള്‍.്.........

നീ

നീ അറിയാതെ പോയ
സ്നേഹം
ഞാന്‍ അറിഞ്ഞു നല്‍കിയിട്ടും
നീ അറിയാതെ,പോകുന്നു......

മനുഷ്യ സ്നേഹം

കാണാന്‍ ഭംഗിയും
സുഗന്ധവുമുള്ള പൂവാണ്
സ്നേഹം..........

കാലങ്ങളില്‍ ആ വാടിയ
പൂവ്വിനെ ഉപേക്ഷിക്കലാണ്
മനുഷ്യ സ്നേഹം...........

....

പൊട്ടാറായ ഹ്യദയം

പൊട്ടാറായ മുല്ലപ്പെരിയാര്‍
ഡാംമാണ് ഹ്യദയം
അടിക്കുമേല്‍ അടി നീ
വേദന നല്‍കുയാണ്
നിലയ്ക്കാത്ത ചോര്‍ച്ചയി ല്‍
കണ്ണീര്‍ വാര്‍ക്കുകയാണ്
ഞാന്‍.
കാലാവധി കഴിഞ്ഞ
പ്രണയത്തി അധികാരം
പറയുന്നു...

നീ ചിന്തിക്കുന്നില്ല
വേദനയില്‍ മരിക്കുന്ന ഈ
ഹ്യദയത്തെ.......

.................യുവ.................
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മനുഷ്യന്‍

(1)
വികാരങ്ങളും
വിചാരങ്ങളും
ചേരുന്ന സംയുക്തമാണ്
മനുഷ്യന്‍..........

ജീവിതം

മരണത്തിലേക്കുള്ള ദൂരമാണ്
ജീവിതം
ദൂരം കുറയുംന്തോറും
ജനനം അകലുന്നു.......
................(2)

............യുവ............

Manasil

Ariyathe orishttam
Ne ariyathorishttam
Nenakku ariyattorishttam
Ne arijjum verukkunna orishttam

...................(1)

Ne

Marannu poya
Vazhikalil
Nenakki
Kattirikkunna
Oru manasu