Thursday 9 January 2014

death diary

Kozhikode last month suicide cheytha
sahala enna kuttiyude dairy kuripp.
VALARE SANKADATHODEYANU NJAN E
STORY VAAYICHATH MALAYATHIL
AAYIRUNNA E MESSAGE TYPE
CHEYYAN EKDESHM ORU MANIKOOR
TIME EDUTHU...ENNALUM
SAARAMILLA NAMMUDE
SAHODARIMAARK NALLATH VARATTE
ENNA PRARTHANAYODE""
"Maapu aniyathi maapu"....
Lokathinte kaamam niranja kaikalil
sneham enth vanjana enth ennu
thirichariyunnathinu munpe
manushya kolam kettiya
kaapaalikarude kaikalil swapnangal
panayam vechu oduvil maranathinte
kalpadavukal kayari poya
pengale....maappu....ennu swantham
SAHALA..................................
Sneham niranja ente
sahodarangalodum
sahodarimaarodum.....kutta bodam
kond thala kunichanu njan e ezhuth
ningalkaayi ezhuthunnath e kathu
ningalk kittunathinu munpe njan e
varna vayividyamaarna lokathodu vida
paranju mattoru lokathek pokum..e
udyanathil jeevichu kothi theerathe
aanu njan pokunnath.......
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Sadharana manushyark undaakunna
sakala aagrahangalum swapnangalum
enikum undaayrunnu...nalla
jeevitham nalla aarogyam
vidyabhyasam veed bharthav makkal
kudumbam....ingane .....ingane....
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Soundaryam aavasyathil kooduthal
enik undaayirunnu...nallavaraya pala
cherupakaarum enne
notamittirunnu...jeevitha
pankaaliyaakaanaayirunnu
keto....kootukarikal palarum avarude
chettanmark vendi polum ente
sammadam chodikayundayi....an­
nonum enik avarod vyakthamaaya
marupadiparyan kazhinjilla...matoun­
num kondallato ...annenik age 14
maathram ......
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Schoolil padikuna samayam.....ente
manasil anuragam thala pokki....ethir
lingathod vallatha ishtam....podi
meesa valarunna aankutikalod enik
vallatha ishtam thoni
thudangi...ennile naanam ente
ishtam avarod thuranu parayan enik
vilangaayi...kanninu kauthukamaya
pala mukangalum ente urakkam
keduthi thudangi...enitum njan
swayam niyandrichu...epozhanu enik
enne nashtamaayath ennu ariyilla.....
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Kaumaram ene vallathe
vettayadiyapol ariyathe oru
cherukkane njan ishtapetu
poyi......avante notam muna vechulla
comments enne maathram
pratheekshichulla vazhiyarikile
kaathirip ente manasil lahari
nirayukayayirunnu...aadyamonum
njan avanu pidi koduthilla...pokepoke
avane kaanathe enik nilkan
kazhiyatha sthithi vannu. Avn enne
kaathirunna vazhiyil njan avanu vendi
kaathirikan thudangi..orikal njangal
cheruthaayi manasu pankittu...pinne
pinne koodikaazhchakal sthiramaayi...
Annorikal avan enik oru mobile
thannu...vilikunna sabdam kelkathe
vibration maathramaayi enikulla
signal....raathriyude mookathayil
kidakkapaayayil ente fon vibrate
cheyyan kothichu kond njan
urangathe kidannu...pala
raathrikalilum ente kothi theerkan aa
fon vibrate cheythu..swargeeyamaaya
manikoorukal...
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Njan ariyathe ennile palathum
valarukayayirunnu. ..orikal oru
kalyana veetil vechu aarum kaanathe
njangal kurachu swakaarya
nimishangal kazhichu
kooti....thikachum maanyamaayi
behave cheytha ayaalil enik yaathoru
samsayom thoniyilla..Mobile il oru
foto edukkan chodichapol venda ennu
vilakiyenkilum manasu kond
kothichu....athinu anuvadichu...aa
divasam angane avasaanichu...
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Pittennu schoolil ethiya ene ayal
kaanan vannu... aa koodikaazhcha
njanum kothichirunnu
keto???.maduramotaayi ayalude
sammanam enik praananekaalum
priyapetathayi..orikkal school vittu
varunna vazhiyil ayal enne kaathu
ninnu..swakaaryamaayi entho
parayanund ennum paranju ayal
enne aduthulla marachuvatilek
kshanichu. ..avante chiriyil, chodiyil,
kanile theekshanathayil njan vallathe
bramichu poyi...pinne ellam
yaanthrikam aayirunnu. .marachuvatil
ninum kuttikaatilekum avdunnu
vanathilekumnjan ariyathe ayale
pinthudarnnu...evdeyo vechu ayal
enne vaaripunarnnathum njan
mayangipoyi..veendum veendum
ayalilek aazhnirangan ente manasum
sareeravum enne
nirbandichu...angine aa divasom
kainju...
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Ellam kainju veetilek madangumbol
ullil oru pediyum kuttabodamokke
undaayirunnu. ..enthaayirikum eni
sambavikuka enna bayam enne
vallathe veerpu muttichu...veetil
aarodum onnum paranjilla...ithrayo­
kke aayitum enik ayaale verukkan
kazhinjilla....raathriyude soonyathayil
njan veendum ayalude callinaayi
kaathirunnu...ethra neram
ennormayilla fon vibrate cheythu
thudangi. ..
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Aadyam ath edukkan dyryam
vannilla...bayavun vikara
theevrathayum manasil etu muttan
thudangi.....apol ariyathe fon
eduthu...maruthalaykal ayal...aavesa
theevrathayiil arudaathath
cheythathinulla kutta bodavum
kshamaapanavum...ayalod
enikundaaya cheriya neerasam polum
kazhukikalanju..vaakukalude
madumaariyilnjan ayalil alinjucheran
kothichu ithu pole onnu randu
anubhavangal.....
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Kadinjanilatha e bandam veetil koota
aathmahathya undaakum ennu
chindicha njan ellam upekshikkan
theerumanichu....raathriyil fon kail
vekkathe off cheythu bagil
sookshichu...orikkal schoolil vanna
ayal chirichu kond ennod kusalam
paranju..kootathil classil ethiyal fon
onnu ON cheyyanum athil ulla
message onu vaayikaanum paranju...
Claasil ethi message kanda njan
njettipoyi. ..sareerathil oru thari
noolupolum illathe njanum avanum
kodumkaatil kettipinanju
kidakunnu...adutha
nimisham.veendum message. ..vaikit
kaananm...njan avde
undaakum...vaayichapol aake
thakarnnu poyi eni enth cheyyum???
Engane avante kayile foto
nasipikum??? School vittu nere avane
kaanan chenu ..rakshikkanam ennu
yaajichu...enne samaadaanipikan
avan enne kond poyath pazhaya
kaatinullil...avde naalu
cheruppakar...ellam
samaprayam...pedichu pinthirinju
odan sramicha enne avar kadannu
pidichu...valiya fonil ente nagna
chithrangal avar kaanichu kond
ennod parajju...""ITH NETILOODE E
NAAD MUZHUVAN PATAAVANO
ATHO?????"""
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Ella sakthiyum chornnu poya enne
avar naalalum aavuvolam
anubavichu ...oraalil ninnu
mattoraalilek vedio camera
kaimaarikondirunnu...thalarnu
mayangiya enne vilichunarthy athil
oruvante sabdam....
.""Adutha 10 divasathinulil ne e
lokath ninum ennanekumaayi
illathavanam.""""...illenkil e naad
ninte leelakal kandu
naanikum....ortho"""""....avar poyit
innek 8 divasam kainju...pazhaya
fonil oru miss call polum
vannilla.....ipol oru message
vanirikunnu. ."randu divasam koodi
maathrame ninte jeevan e bhoomiyil
undaakooo""""illenkil?????...enik enne
nashtamaavukayanu ...JEEVICHU
KOTHITHEERATHA NJAN......eniyum
jeevichal avar ente foto...orkkan
vayya...
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Ummayum uppayum aniyanum ellam
oru thund kayaril........venda
thettukaari njab aanu...njan aanu
marikendaval...ithiri nerathe panjara
vaakil kaumaarathinte veliyetathil
onnum aalochikathe annya
purushanu sareeram sammanicha
njan aanu marikkendath...NJAN
POKUNNU ...enkilum my brothers ..
."enne pole anekham girls ithe keniyil
pettathayi enik
ariyam. ..ellavarudeyum anubavam
ethand ithu pole thanne....ente
sahodarimaare upadeshikanulla
arhatha enik illa....ayathinal ningal e
vivaram nigalude/nammude
SAHODARIMAAREYUM
SAHODARANMAAREYUM ariyikuka..
Enik pirake ente vazhiyiloode oru
penkuttiyum eni e manninu valam
aakaruth...
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Njangale rakshikanum chathikuzhikal
savistharam paranju tharanum oro
sahodarangalum undaavaname enna
kanneerinte bhashayod koodi
ningalod maapu chodichu
kond ....NJAN POKUNNU AARKUM
ETHI PIDIKKAN PATTATHA
LOKATH. ..KHABARILE SHIKSHA
ENIKUNDAAVARUTHE...NJAN ENTHA
CHEYYUKA APOL..??? ENIK ARIYILLA
NINGAL ELLAVARUM E SAHODARIKU
DUA CHEYYANAM...ENNU SWANTHAM
SAHALA... (PLEASE SHARE
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Nhan type cheidadalla nhan frwd
cheidennu mathram

tattamma.

True Love Story
Njn +1 nu padikunna kaalam....oru yaathrichikkammpole nte classil thanne padikunna avle kandu muttii..THATHAMMA ennanu avle njn vilichirunnathu....enganneyyo...njngal thammill....frnds aaayiii.verumm frnds ennu paranjal pora Best frnds anganne thanne parayannam...avl de ellakaariyamkalum nte ella kaaryamgalum parasparamm njngal eppozhum share cheyyum..
Economics teacher daisy ude borann classukal palathumm njnkal parasparamm varathamannm paranjumm kalichumm chirichumm...intresting aaakum..avl oru divasammm classil ethiyilla enkill....classis so bore..avluemaayi....samsaarichall tym pokunnathu ariyilla
Anganne njngalude frndship valrnnu valuthayyyiii......njngalude frndship ne palarumm pala kannukal kondannu nokki kandathuu....njngalude classile..mikkaperumm njnum avlum thammil LOVE aanu ennu karithiyathu..anganne njngalude..frndship.......Loveaaanennu classilum Gossip parannu........
Gossipukale nganne neridumm ennu njngalkku ariyillayirunnu......athu kondu thanne gossip nte shakthiiii divasangall chellumthorumm koodi kooodi vannu.....anganne avl ennnil ninnnu pathukke ozhinju maari....njnum....pakshe ..avlu maayiii onnu mindathe......kannathe..irikkannn enne sambathichichuutuff aaayirunnu.
Njn avlude adthu mindann chellupol avl ozhinju maari konde irunnu.athenne ere vishamipichu......at last avlude frnds nte idapeddal kondu njngal veedumm mindii thudangiii
angane 1 year kazhinju........
+2 vilumm...njngalde oppam thanne aaa gossipumm undayirunnu..poorvathikamm shakthiiiyode.
Anganne oru divasamm krthimaayi paranjal...june23-2013.Aaarokkeyo nthokkeyo paranju avlue mind divert cheyyipichhu...avlude aduthu...enikkuavle bhayankara ishttmannu ennum...okke paranju.......avl nte adukall...e kaaryamm chodikann vannu....
Avl:enikku ninnodu oru karyamm chodikkan undu
njn aaa tymil vellam kudikukkayayirunnu
njn avle nte adukalekku vilichu....avl nte aduthethiiiii....
Njn:ntha...?
Avl chodikannn vannpozzkumm class mothamm njngal samsarikunnathukelkann janalakku arikilll....avlpathukke avide ninnu maari classinte oru moolyil chennu ninnu enne vilichu.....njnavlude aduthekku poyillaa...karannam avle nganne face cheyyannm avldu nthu parayumm onnu enikku aryilla......porathathinnu palaurudeyyum kazhukann kannukal...njngalkku chuttummm.....
Bell adichu................
Njn avle y kittu kandu kaaryamm parayamm ennu ychuu....njn avle nte best frnd aaayitte avle kandittillu pakshe avl enne thettidharichuu...y kittu mughamm veeerpichuu...nirnja kannumayyii poyii maranja avle kandapol enikku onnum parayann thonniyilla.........
Annu njn manasill urpaichuu.....deivamm enikku vendii undakiyya devda ivlaaanu ennu.avle neee miss aaakarthu ennum.
Innu njn avle ente jeevanakall ere snehikunnu..........ente THATHAMMA ye

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