Painfull love......

1st year degreek  clgl  join chyatappol tanne enik manasil niraye pediaayirinnu.......Ragging enna word kett parichayamundennallate mattonnum enikariuillaairunnu.......ennal vicharichatra bheegaramaayirunnilla clg lyf.........seniors ellam tanne valare pettan cls frnds aayi teerukayum chytu......Anhne i feel i am comfort in my clg :-)



Aadyate ollege day ennad teertum surprising aayirunnu ann 1st yearsinellam......enikum....(before 2 years....)
Aa divasam canteenil ninn frndsnonnich  fud kaych puratek irangyapozhanu njaan aadyamaai avne kanunnad.....enne tanne 1 nimisham nokki onnu  punjirich avan canteenilek kayari........Tirinj  onnu nokkuka matram chyt njaan frdsinte koode nadannupoi..........kurach kazhinjappozhund ente clos frnds aaya superseniors enne vann vilichad....njaan onnum chindikate avarude adutek poi...Appozhund avarude adth avan nilkunnu......ennod avar parnju" ivnu ninne parichayapedanam ......nammude vlgl ninn kaynja yr pass out aaya aalaa ennokke.........."Angne ente seniorsnte munnil vech avan jst parijayapettu.....
Ento advare aarodum tonnatha oru attraction aa  churungiya samsaaratil ninnu tane enikavanod tonnukayum cheytu......But......Love is Painful enn ente bst frndinte experiencil ninn manslaakaan saadichirunnad kond njaan aa topic appo tanne manasil ninn tattikalanju......
Evng veetil ethi fb turannu nokiyapol 1 request....nokiyappol ad avan ! njaan appo tanne accpt chytu.....on the sport" Hai dear..." enn avante msgum.............Angne njaan avnimaai chat chytu....chat chyt chyt njangal valare clos aayi.......itinidayil daily avan collegil ente supr seniorsne call chyt phone enik taraan  parymaairinnu....but orikalpolum anhne phone vangi njaan samsaarichillaa.........Avnod samsaarikkan enik pedi aayirinnu ennataairunnu satyam....BUT.....avnumaai chat chyunnad nirtaanum enik pattumaairunnillaaa......
Angne chattng matramaai 6 mnths kadannupoi......Mob.no avan daily 100vattam chodikumaairinnenkilum njaan koduthillaa.....Jst friendship mati ennayirinnu appozhum ente  manasil........Avnum ad sammadamaayirunnu.......Angne "we are best friends"  enna agreementil njaan no.koduthu avanu.....
But.......Call chyth 10 minitinullil tanne enik avnod "I LOVE YOU " enn paryendi vannu......pinneed callingum ...chattingum okkeyaai njangal 1 year pranayichuu.......Orikkal polum angotum ingotum oru prblavum undaakathee.......but.... oru divasam evng avan ennod parnju ipo enik ninte mailnteyum fbntem paswrd venamenn....udan tanne njaan kodukukayim cheyt......adin shesham passwrdine patti onnum samsaarichilla.......pinne mng njaan  nokiyapol passwrd incorect .!!!!!  Ennod oru vaak polum paryade avan pswd change akiyad enik vallade feel chytu......
entin avan angne chytu enn etra alochichittum enik manslaaillaa.......Njaan cheat cheyyapedimo enna pedi njaanariyate ente ullil niranju...

Sheham mail njaan open chytu....bhagyatin mail pasword avan change aakiyittillarunnu......Angne mail password change aaki ...fb password recoverum cheytu njaan........

fb open akuyapol ente accntil avan "good mng "enn status uplodum cheytirikunnu...........Njaan polum status idal kuravaanu ennittummm............

Kurachu kayinjapol avan call chytu......Ennod parnju "nee paswrd matti alle......ninak entinaanu fb account.....njaan ad use cheyyam....nee fb use cheyyunnad enik ishtamalla....nee frndsinodonnum chat cheyyenda enn......."

chodicha nimisham tanne passwrd kodutittum avan enne orupad samshayikkunnadinte reetiyil samsarichu......Enik tirich onnum paryaan polum pattiyilla sangadam kond........
Avasanam njaan parnju "nink ishtamallenkil account njaan close cheyyam....but ,entayalum nink use chyyaan taraan pattillenn "

Aa peril njangal vakukal kond adikoodaan tudangi......aadyamokke njaan ellam kettu ninnu.....enikavane orupad orupad ishtamaayad kond....but ... avan ennod palavattam parnju " i hate you " enn.......pinneed ee relation munnot povilla enn urapayapol njaan parnju....."enik ee relation continue cheyyan talparyamilla enn "

Engilum avan call cheyyum.....Avnte call kanumbol edukatirikkan ente manas anuvadikkillaa......adkond tanne njaan sim change chytu...fbil blockum cheytu.......wechatilim googletalkilum elam block cheytu......


ipol ennitum avan avnte friendsinod paryunnu..."njaan avne cheat chytu enn.."
4 masamai ippol avanumaai oru contactum illate aayit.....BUt ,,,Enikippozhum aryilla njaan cheytadin cheating enn parayumo enn ..........