Dukkagaluda pranayam ദുഃഖങളുടെ അനുരാഗം°°

ente pranayam aarambikunnad 8m classilanu, njn agodu ishtamanu enn paranjappol same 2 u paranja pennaanaval...
vettil nadakunna karyangalum ellaam aval vayadi thathaye pole enteyaduth parayumaayirunnu..
uchak lunch bell und. appol njagal palli mavinchottil poyirikum..
schoolilum Teàchermarkum ee pranayam ariyamarnnu..
njgale 2pere orumich classil ninn purathaakittundu... :)

agane enakavum pinakavum aayi munnot poyi.
agane 10thil sslc exam kazhinj njgal aa schooline vittu pirinju.. piriyumbol aadyamayi ente aduth aval karanju.  avl chodichu : eni namuk ee mavinte thanalilum classilonnum padikaan pattillaale.. ne enne marakkoh.. :(
ente changu thagarnnu kannil ninn vellamozhugi..
agane ann muthal njgal vallapozhum kanalaaki...
avalodulla eshtathinum valippameri...

agane avlk 18 enik 19 vayass. oru divasam avalude ayalkaran payyan paranju : nale kanamo enn chodichu schoolil..

agane veendum aa mavin chottil njagal erunnu. aval paranju "veettil enik kalyanam alojikunnundu.."
njn aake thalarnnupoyi...
{mukalil pallimaniyude shabtham uyarnnu..}
kanneerode ente kayvellayil mugam vechaval karanju...
nadannu vanna lucie teachr chodchu nigalivide erikkanoo.. endha ne karayunnadu..
njagal ellaam paranju..
teacher onnum mindiyilla..
ente manassilum onnum thelinjadumilla..

3masam pinne njgal kandilla..
oru divasam enik oru lettr thannu ayalkaran payyan..
ath avalude kalyana kshana kathaayirunnu.kalyanathinu verum 6 divasagal.. vallaathe thalarnnupoyi..
mattoru kathil,  ne orikal  koodi nee aa mavin chottil varumo enn aval ennod chidichu..

veendum njgal kandu. avl paranju " namuk evidekegilum pova ne vilikana sthalthek njn varaa... enik nee ellathe jevikan pattulaa... enne kettipidich karanju avl..
oru 19vayass kaaran payyanedhu cheyyanavum..
njn annum onnum parayathe avale thirichu vittu..
eni 4divasam , avalude vappayum ummayum enne kandu paranju.. dayavaayi njgale naanam kedutharudu.. eth nerathe parayaarnnille nigalk,  ee prayathil thonunnatha ethokke ennokke paranju..

agane 3 divasamayi kanneeru ozhuki njn erunnu..
'ente jevitham enthagumenn enikarinjuda ennalum utharam kanneerayirunnu..
2dinagal suryan udikaathirunnegil.. venda e logam avasanichegil enn njn aagrahichu...

agane mylanji chadaginu njn poyi.. akale ninn avale nokki ninnu...
pattusarikum swarna thilakathinum tholpikkaanavilla ente unifomitta ente kochine...

ann raathri aadyamayi ente madyapanathinu thudakkamaayi.. avn enik aasrayam thannu..

enn enik onnum ariyanpadilla..
avale kurichum... enne kurichum...

pakshe onn enikariyanam..
aark vendiyaanu njn thyaagam cheythath...
ennittum ee logam avasanikunnillallo.. :'(

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