i hate girls..

Njan oru pennumaayi one and a half years aayitu kadutha pranathilaayirunnu.....
pinne njan coimbathore aanu padikunathu....
avale kaanan vendi njan Ella weekum varum avale kaanan vendi mathram njan leave eduthu attendance okke lock aayi ,aval enne kaananam ennu paranja onnum nookathe njan kaalathu eethu time aayalum avidennu ivale kaanan vendi irangaayirunnu
angane ippo almost two years aayi......
pinne aval oru Hindu aayirunnu njan oru Christian...
njangal ithu marannu pranayichu,.....
adipoliyaayi pranayichu avale santhoshipikan vendi njan enthum cheeyumaayirunnu...
Ente aduthu oru 5rs diary milk choodichal njan 100rs diary milk mathram kodukaayirunullu....
aval enthu choodichaalum athinte eetavum best mathram njan kodukullu athu Ente oru vaashi aayirunnu
avale njan ponnu Poole nookiyirunnu.....
avalde oppam nadakumbozhum sun rays avale adikandirikan vendi vendi avale njan Ente shadil mathram nadathullayirunnu.......
njangal ivide thrissur pookathaa place illa kaanathe ice cream kadayilla
,cinema ilaa....
angane aayirunnu njangalude jeevitham....
Ente Ella friendsinu njangalodu asooyayaayirunnu ithokke kanditu.... 3 moths before njangal breakup aayi because avalde cosuin pidichu avale upadeshichu cause I was a Christian and EE relationship nadakilla ennu .....
athu aval Ente aduthu paranju but eniku athu apoo accept cheyan patilla cause ithu njangalku nerthe ariyunna karyamaayirunnu and aval ippo ingane parayumbo njan appo support cheythilla , but pinne njan athumaayi accept cheythu and njngal break up aayi,ennalum edakide okke vilikaarunde...
pinne no contact avalde phone switched off aayirunnu kure naal. Njan appo angane avale marakan sremichu.......
pinne 2dayz before aval Vere oruthante oppam thrissur roundil nadakunundaayirennu keetu but njan athu karyamaakilla karanam aval orikalum ini Vere oru relationship il pookilennu Ente manasinu urapaayirunnu.....
but annuekshichu vannapol aval Vere oruthan aayitu relationshipil aayirunnu.....
ennitu ithu njan rathri 12 aayappo arinju appo thanne rathri train Keri ...
ennitu today njan avale kandu but aval paranju avar in a relationshipil aanennu but njan athu vishvasichilla,,,
karanam aa chekkan smoking,drinking and avanu Vere 2gals aayitu relation undennu athil 1gal aayitu avan koode kidanitundennum aval ennodu pandu paranjitunde , avar same tution class aayirunnu.....
ivalku smoking drinking ishtilandu njan orikalum ithonnum use cheythitilla, cheythirunnu but athellam nirthy avalku vendi.....

pinne njan aa chekkane pooyi kandu appo avan paranju avar 8 motnhs aayitu ishtathilaayirunennu, ennu vachal njangal ishtathilaayirunna samayathu thanne....
appo njan avanodu proof undennu choodichu appol thanne avan oru photo eniku kaanichu aa photo kandappol njan abide shock aayi bodham kettu veenilenullu....
athil avanum avalum oru bedil puthapinte adiyil Randu perum shirt illathe keetipidichu kidakunathu
athu kandappo njan abide stun aayi ninnu
karanam avale njan athre mathram hridayathil kondu nadannu.....
sahikunathil appuramaayirunnu athu njan aake thalarunu.....
kaaranam njan orikalum avale onnum cheythitilla karanam eniku athre ishtaamayirunnu avale , avale orukalum njan aa reethiyil kanditilla
avale njan kettipidichitunde but athinte appurathu enikonnum thooniyirunillla avallum angane aayirunnu ennitaanu aval ennodu ingane cheythathu ....
njan ippozhum roominte purathirangiyitilla
ippozhum karanjoondu thanneyaanu njan ithu type cheeyunathu
but avale njan sneehicha Poole Vere oraalum avale snehichitumilla ini sneehilukayumilla
ithokke arinjitum enikippozhum avale marakan kazhiyunilla.....
athre mathram njan avale sneehichirunnu.......

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