nashtta pranayam

Failure story. . . Athmarthamayi snehichathinte peril orupaad karayendi vanna aalanu njan. +1,+2 njangal ore schoolilanu padichath. Enkilum njangal parijayappedunnath +2 pakuthi ayappozhaan. Ente frnd'nte lover ayirunnu avan. Idayk aval avane cheat cheythu veroralumay ishtathilayi. Ath avan arinjilla. +2 exam kazhinj collegil admission edukan poyappol koode avanum undayirunnu. Avalude thala thericha kali avane paranj manasilaki. Athaan njangal cheytha thett. Ente kanneerinte thudakkavum athayirunnu. Njangal aduthu. Nalla frndz ayi. Ennum vilikum. Njanum aa samayath sankadapett irikunna samayamayirunnu. Njangal parasparam aswasipichu. Athinte idayil epozho ente manasil avanod oru attraction undayirunnu. Pinne epozho avante manasilum angane oru agraham undayi. Pinneed njangal aduthu. Pala govt. colleglum admision kittiyenkilum parasparam kanan vendi njan athvendennu vach avan chernna private collegil chernnu. njan aduthu orupaad. Swargam nediya santhoshamayirunnu manasil. Enne orupad snehikunnaoraal, care cheyunna oraal. Pakshe aa santhoshathinu 2 masathinte aayus mathrame undayirunnullu.Pinneed vazhakukal thudangy. Ella pranayathileyumpoleyulla vazhakayirikumenn karuthi athra karyamakkiyilla. Pakshe ath angane ayirunnilla. Anavashya karyangalk polum avan vazhakkundakan thudangy. Idayk nalla swabhavamakum, idayk krooranum. Dheshyam kond enikadipolum kittiyittund. Orudhivasam avan ennod paranjuavanu job shariyayi. Nale manglore'lek pokum. Phn vellathilveenu complaint ayi, athu shariyakum vare vilikan pattilla ennoke. Avan colleg nirthi. Pinne phn vili illa, oru contactum illa. Sankadapett irikkunnathnte idayil oru dhivasam avan enne vilichu. Ath enik valiya shock aanu thannath avan valare dheshyathilanu samsarichath. Avan paranju "iniyorikalum avane vilikan sramikaruth. Avan kaanichathellamkallamayirunnu.Avaneyum avante lvr'neyum thettichathinu enikum ente frndz'num ulla shikshayaan ith" enn. Njan njetti. Cheyatha thettinte peril inganeyoru shiksha,ath sahikan pattiyilla. Njan athodeoru rogiyayi marukayayirunnu. Tension karanam chest pain. Manasika nila thettumenna avastha vareyayi. Njanente veettkarod karanju kalupidich avante karyam sammathipichathayirunnu. Ellam orthapol bhranthamaya avasthayilayi njan. Aa samayathaan avane kurichulla detailz eniku kittunnath. Ath arinjapol avante kaiyil ninnum rakshappettalloenn aswasikuayirunnu njan. Avante main hobby grlzne sneham nadich valach use cheyukayum, avashyam kazhinjal valicheriyukayumayirunnu. Job kittiyathum, phn poyathum ellam kallam. Athinidayil avanu avante pazhaya lover'nte swabhavam manasilayi. Avan arku vendi enne chathichuvo aval veroralude koode olichodi poyi. Avane snehichathode enik nashtamayath ente future, family,frndz, ellam poyi. Ennittum avaneverukkan enik kazhiyunnilla. Athmarthamayi snehichathinu theera kanneerayirunnuprathifalam. Innu kannadachal kazhinju poya aa naalukalude ormakal manasine novichu kondeyirikukayaaan. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .